SlavicNa97
Well-known member
It is maybe simple but pretty long story in general, shortly saying we haven't good relations me and parents, sister (we are family but much arguing and similar) but I broke down after hearing that mother won't be here etc etc. I have much bad pressure from them. Later I will say maybe more in an organized way, for now I don't think clearly. Kinda I feel that I want to talk with someone but at the same time I want to be all alone... I can't go downstairs to do houseworks like always. I mustn't show my emotions. Idk for me a lot of is scary to have different reality, future, to see changes.. I am very emotional, I am sorry for a short post what says nothing.. I need to throw away everything, clean up my face and then I can go to do things. I am a very closed person in family and I don't wanna show my real face to them for some reasons. I feel like a ******* kid what is only crying and crying
