SlavicNa97
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So I am posting this because I am in phase that things about him came back. My post can be chaotic because my emotions are super extreme about him. We were getting along very well and we had long chats, we liked each other a lot and we had video calls. Later he went to university and in time it disappeared. We have each other's snapchats and skypes still but... Since we don't talk I have these phases, sometimes I was texting to him, sometimes not because of emotions too and "I don't wanna to bother". I will show ss what he said at least. I know it is super short but I feel very extreme about our friendship, I blame myself a lot and I question what I could do better and when I will be free, I want to beg Santa Muerte about him, to get the friendship fixed and that I could understand etc + I am ready to pray in my religion (I am not formally a part of them and I don't practice yet) that afterlife I want to be with him saying simple as friend and maybe if I could understand some, I had sometimes few times thoughts about relationship like. 1st ss is 18th May 2021.. Sometimes I was thinking that when I will have money, I will rent a private investigator and maybe come or just send a letter or something.
I miss him a lot....
I miss him a lot....
