Family issues and a very bad time

[SlavicNa97]

It is maybe simple but pretty long story in general, shortly saying we haven't good relations me and parents, sister (we are family but much arguing and similar) but I broke down after hearing that mother won't be here etc etc. I have much bad pressure from them. Later I will say maybe more in an organized way, for now I don't think clearly. Kinda I feel that I want to talk with someone but at the same time I want to be all alone... I can't go downstairs to do houseworks like always. I mustn't show my emotions. Idk for me a lot of is scary to have different reality, future, to see changes.. I am very emotional, I am sorry for a short post what says nothing.. I need to throw away everything, clean up my face and then I can go to do things. I am a very closed person in family and I don't wanna show my real face to them for some reasons. I feel like a ******* kid what is only crying and crying

 

[SlavicNa97]

Forgot to add that mother was saying to me about things what go, she wants to take divorce so it is around it

 

[0mgofhappiness]

It is maybe simple but pretty long story in general, shortly saying we haven't good relations me and parents, sister (we are family but much arguing and similar) but I broke down after hearing that mother won't be here etc etc. I have much bad pressure from them. Later I will say maybe more in an organized way, for now I don't think clearly. Kinda I feel that I want to talk with someone but at the same time I want to be all alone... I can't go downstairs to do houseworks like always. I mustn't show my emotions. Idk for me a lot of is scary to have different reality, future, to see changes.. I am very emotional, I am sorry for a short post what says nothing.. I need to throw away everything, clean up my face and then I can go to do things. I am a very closed person in family and I don't wanna show my real face to them for some reasons. I feel like a ******* kid what is only crying and crying

I've read a couple of your posts, you spend what looks like a lot.of time writing your views and thoughts. Nobody seems to take a blind bit of notice of you! And I am angry for you,.I am sad for you that no one listens or offers a listening ear genuinely. They would rather talk about silly things and post pics of cats and dogs. Rather than read something with substance ! You have substance and no one cares !

I think you you wrote very well. Just was just through reading 2 posts. It seems you do care, you might not?.how am.i supposed to.know. I'm a bit scared of dogs I don't have anything in common with most of the users on here because they are extreme dog lovers. I have learned to become more.comfortbale around dogs..but I'm not the type of individual to put a car sticker up or window sticker telling the world how much I love my dog or cat. I love my cat, it doesn't mean the world wants to know about it. Christ sakes . Thanks for your posts, it's good to see someone is not scared to write about their feelings when everyone scrolls past them. I needed to write this to you because your posts needed atleast an acknowledgement.

Have a great day

 

[TheRealCallie]

Nobody seems to take a blind bit of notice of you! And I am angry for you

Most of her posts are in the diary section. We can't comment there. And when most of the posts are there, we sometimes miss that some posts aren't there. I myself didn't realize this post existed. Some threads get knocked down and aren't seen quick enough to generate attention. When a lot of threads are created or posted in, sometimes things get overlooked.

 

[SlavicNa97]

I've read a couple of your posts, you spend what looks like a lot.of time writing your views and thoughts. Nobody seems to take a blind bit of notice of you! And I am angry for you,.I am sad for you that no one listens or offers a listening ear genuinely. They would rather talk about silly things and post pics of cats and dogs. Rather than read something with substance ! You have substance and no one cares !

I think you you wrote very well. Just was just through reading 2 posts. It seems you do care, you might not?.how am.i supposed to.know. I'm a bit scared of dogs I don't have anything in common with most of the users on here because they are extreme dog lovers. I have learned to become more.comfortbale around dogs..but I'm not the type of individual to put a car sticker up or window sticker telling the world how much I love my dog or cat. I love my cat, it doesn't mean the world wants to know about it. Christ sakes . Thanks for your posts, it's good to see someone is not scared to write about their feelings when everyone scrolls past them. I needed to write this to you because your posts needed atleast an acknowledgement.

Have a great day

That's true what TheRealCallie said about the diary. Idk what most of members think here. I use the diary mostly for myself (some posts look like shortcuts of my thoughts so if someone wasn't deep in it who am I, they can not understand something and what pictures mean). I know it is a big mess and I am in some pain (in few ways, incl. the loneliness). My DMs are always open like anyone can text without a big issue. Idk how to make any connections anyway, mostly everything is a fail and I don't like to bother others.

Thank you for your response here, no one said anything to me for a long time (connected with the diary), a while ago few friends said their own strong perspectives and it feels more lonely (it feels like no one gets my pain, still I am aware of it that no one is able to help and we don't live in a perfect world where communication exists whole time).

I wanted to share something from myself some, like elaborate on my thoughts, the diary, like how it is lately.

Also I wish for you a better day