Getting here is the easy part; you close your eyes and before you know it, time passes. The hard part is when you open your eyes and find that nothing has changed.
To all of you, please forgive me, I am in a dark place at the moment.
I once said, "loneliness reminds the world of how rare and precious love is". Like so many loneliness forums that have come and gone, they remind you that there are many lonely people in the world and while this is true and loneliness can remind us of how rare and special love is, it doesn't really help does it?
My only regret in life is being born. A number of years ago, I looked at pictures of people committing suicide and realised, I didn't want to die. I just wanted to live. The years have passed and I am still trying.