Mooncherry
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How would I know my first post would be this.
My beloved dog died before yesterday, I’m so so so… heartbroken right now even more than already was.
He was 12 years old, a beautiful mix of hound and a bassethound. He was the joy of my house, a member of the family, the spoiled one, he always happy and was like a little brother, always acting like child, although he was very protective around strangers.
He was only a puppy and I was a child the first time we meet, we grew up together and I wish he could stay longer and get old together but nature doesn’t work like that, don’t know why.
He’s the second close relative I’ve lost, the first one was a few years ago, was my grandfather who also lived with me since I was born. He went to the hospital on a routine visit but didn’t came back, I was alone when I got the call over the phone that he had passed away, it was so suddenly no one could say goodbye.
Maybe people who hasn’t have any pets who stay with them for so long time, doesn’t understand the pain, but it hurts as much as when my grandfather died.
The difference in this case is that I saw him died, my beloved dog died on my arms, I felt how he stopped breathing and how his heart started to stop beating.
The doctor said last week that if he started to suffer (because he got a tumor) we have to make a decision put him to sleep because otherwise it would be horrible death for him. But I couldn’t think that, for me it was murder, I wished don’t have to make that decision, so I pray to god to take him without pain, that someday he just wouldn’t woke up. I knew that there’s no much time left so I wish he could make it until Christmas at least. But don’t know if god listen to my prayers or not but on Thursday he took him, I didn’t want to see him died I didn’t want to listen him moan, but neither I didn’t want him to be alone maybe he would be afraid or feel that I abandon him, so I stay with him and sang to him with affection like I used to.
There’s so much grief inside my heart right now, but I wanted to vent a little of it.
So… for my beloved dog, for those who has lost a pet, and those who hasn’t but have a beloved one and someday they will have to make through this, I put the next anonymous poem. Although I know that he already crossed it because my grandfather is already there waiting for him in heaven.
RainBow Bridge Poem
My beloved dog died before yesterday, I’m so so so… heartbroken right now even more than already was.
He was 12 years old, a beautiful mix of hound and a bassethound. He was the joy of my house, a member of the family, the spoiled one, he always happy and was like a little brother, always acting like child, although he was very protective around strangers.
He was only a puppy and I was a child the first time we meet, we grew up together and I wish he could stay longer and get old together but nature doesn’t work like that, don’t know why.
He’s the second close relative I’ve lost, the first one was a few years ago, was my grandfather who also lived with me since I was born. He went to the hospital on a routine visit but didn’t came back, I was alone when I got the call over the phone that he had passed away, it was so suddenly no one could say goodbye.
Maybe people who hasn’t have any pets who stay with them for so long time, doesn’t understand the pain, but it hurts as much as when my grandfather died.
The difference in this case is that I saw him died, my beloved dog died on my arms, I felt how he stopped breathing and how his heart started to stop beating.
The doctor said last week that if he started to suffer (because he got a tumor) we have to make a decision put him to sleep because otherwise it would be horrible death for him. But I couldn’t think that, for me it was murder, I wished don’t have to make that decision, so I pray to god to take him without pain, that someday he just wouldn’t woke up. I knew that there’s no much time left so I wish he could make it until Christmas at least. But don’t know if god listen to my prayers or not but on Thursday he took him, I didn’t want to see him died I didn’t want to listen him moan, but neither I didn’t want him to be alone maybe he would be afraid or feel that I abandon him, so I stay with him and sang to him with affection like I used to.
There’s so much grief inside my heart right now, but I wanted to vent a little of it.
So… for my beloved dog, for those who has lost a pet, and those who hasn’t but have a beloved one and someday they will have to make through this, I put the next anonymous poem. Although I know that he already crossed it because my grandfather is already there waiting for him in heaven.
RainBow Bridge Poem
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