beckett i know you're hurting a lot and knowing you i don't see you really wanting to celebrate your birthday but you know in japan on your birthday you give gifts away traditionally rather than recieve them so please beckett give me a japanese birthday present and take the hand i offered you in the private message, you look in like a ghost, ive done that in the past, watched social interaction and felt too pained to ever reach out but the thing about being a ghost is you can start to fade away even more, so i ask for a japanese birthday present, please take 'the hand' i offered you in private message as a gift to me?