Have you been gaslighted ?

[Hoarse Whisperer]

I feel people's thoughts towards me. It feels better that I allow them to insult me, they are going to insult you anyway so it's easier to deal with when I allow them.

I do not know how to channel it. I have had premonitions that have come true, it could be intuition? A strong sense of this is not right while being told it was ok when it certainly wasn't ok. People think I am a whackjob when I tell them this. I had a very severe psychic experience that no one believes me about. But it happened, it was just disguised to me, just write her off as a whack job. Which sometimes I can be. But something came very true, I know I will be dead soon. But I won't be around to know if that one came true.

Your premonitions of death aside, you are way off base with my interpretations of you.

 

[okidoke]

Flying me around and keeping me safe. I am afraid.

Sadly you're a good decade too late.

 

[0mgofhappiness]

What does whackjob mean

Someone called me that. Could mean anything, seems I get myself involved with cryptic speaking people.

 

[Hoarse Whisperer]

What does whackjob mean

It's kind of a crass way of saying someone is off the reservation.

 

[Lacrecia]

Sadly you're a good decade too late.

Oh well. I'll daydream about it then

 

[0mgofhappiness]

Your premonitions of death aside, you are way off base with my interpretations of you.

So you agree with the death thing?

 

[Hoarse Whisperer]

They exist. I have encountered one or two, I cannot read minds, I can feel from a person's aura of you want to call it that. So it was rather confusing for me to form a relationship with a man that I felt he had a strong sense of hate towards me while also telling me he cared about me. I know take care can take on a few different contexts. 'take care have a nice day's generally ok. But 'take care of her's as in 'i'll take care of that' said in a very sinister tone. Now I just live in fear, no longer want to be here. Thought this forum might offer some help for lonliness in the meantime before I get my euthanasia appointment

Can you read me and tell me how I feel about you?

 

[Lacrecia]

It's kind of a crass way of saying someone is off the reservation.

You mean idiotic or insane

 

[Hoarse Whisperer]

So you agree with the death thing?

I think when depressed people predict their own demise, they often lead a life that drives them towards that end. They create a self-fulfilling prophecy of doom in which they lead themselves towards an untimely and unnecessary finality.

 

[Lacrecia]

Someone called me that. Could mean anything, seems I get myself involved with cryptic speaking people.

Why do you describe yourself with words whose meaning you don't know?
I suggest that you start there. Know the words

 

[Hoarse Whisperer]

You mean idiotic or insane

I mean it's a nice way of suggesting someone should consider taking lithium.

 

[Lacrecia]

I mean it's a nice way of suggesting someone should consider taking lithium.

Ayeee

 

[0mgofhappiness]

Can you read me and tell me how I feel about you?

You would keep your distance from me, mask up. But be polite at the same time because you do not like negativity. Therefore due to my negative state of mind, I am intolerable to you. Not everyone likes each other, I usually end up liking people that detest me. so I steer clear of people I begin to like, they don't stick around for long.

 

[0mgofhappiness]

You mean idiotic or insane

Got it in one! I appreciate honesty blatant honesty. I have a friend that uses examples instead of telling me that he/she thinks I am an idiot.

 

[Hoarse Whisperer]

You would keep your distance from me, mask up. But be polite at the same time because you do not like negativity. Therefore due to my negative state of mind, I am intolerable to you. Not everyone likes each other, I usually end up liking people that detest me. so I steer clear of people I begin to like, they don't stick around for long.

Well you were right when you said I would be polite and don't like negativity. However I tend to judge people on how they act towards me and how they treat themselves. I would probably suggest actually sincerely talking to a therapist and look into cognitive behavioral therapy about this self-negativity. It may not help you, but it did help me. You don't have to feel like a trashbag everywhere you go.

 

[0mgofhappiness]

I think when depressed people predict their own demise, they often lead a life that drives them towards that end. They create a self-fulfilling prophecy of doom in which they lead themselves towards an untimely and unnecessary finalit

Why do you describe yourself with words whose meaning you don't know?
I suggest that you start there. Kno

Well you were right when you said I would be polite and don't like negativity. However I tend to judge people on how they act towards me and how they treat themselves. I would probably suggest actually sincerely talking to a therapist and look into cognitive behavioral therapy about this self-negativity. It may not help you, but it did help me. You don't have to feel like a trashbag everywhere you go.

Is okidoke a friend of yours on here? Everytime I post something and someone responds they leave a like. Usually when I feel down about something. Is it a bot?

 

[Lacrecia]

Yes okidokie is a bot that's programmed to be kind. He's the best

 

[0mgofhappiness]

Yes okidokie is a bot that's programmed to be kind. He's the best

And what are you programmed to be? I am not sure what programmed me, but for 10 years, I have felt like a zombie. Maybe a mutant of some sort.

 

[Lacrecia]

And what are you programmed to be? I am not sure what programmed me, but for 10 years, I have felt like a zombie. Maybe a mutant of some sort.

I'm programmed to be a disrupter

 

[0mgofhappiness]

I'm programmed to be a disrupter

As sinister as that sounds. You are happy with that, if it makes you happy so be it. I envy people like you, that can just stir up a bit of a dark hue. Not care. I need to not care thanks for your continued support in this forum.

Hey ho. To the dogs I go