Have you ever...

[EveWasFramed]

Have you ever stopped wanting something that you can't have and then later, that longing comes back and smacks you right in the face? And it's like a pandemic. You can't cure it, treat it, wipe it or wash it off? It just sticks to you like glue and won't stop invading your thoughts? Your mind is simply annihilated by your own thoughts and longings, all the while, you know they are probably pointless. Yet within that maelstrom of chaos circling inside of your head, there is this teeny, tiny spark of hope that refuses to die.

:club: DIE I said! lol

~The insane ramblings of Eve

 

[Walley]

yes, I can relate..
but even though I do love KFC.. it rips through my bowels and I just cant seem to digest the grease anymore. one bucket and I will be paying for it for 2days!
but.. mmmmmmm chicken!

 

[9006]

As is often the case you either want something you can't have, or loose interest if it comes too easy.

 

[EveWasFramed]

yes, I can relate..
but even though I do love KFC.. it rips through my bowels and I just cant seem to digest the grease anymore. one bucket and I will be paying for it for 2days!
but.. mmmmmmm chicken!

LOL, we dont have those here anymore. They closed them all.

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As is often the case you either want something you can't have, or loose interest if it comes too easy.

Well...I guess I mean more like.... circumstances prevent you from going after what you want sometimes.

 

[9006]

Well...I guess I mean more like.... circumstances prevent you from going after what you want sometimes.

I feel this has been happening to me for 2 years.

 

[EveWasFramed]

Well...I guess I mean more like.... circumstances prevent you from going after what you want sometimes.

I feel this has been happening to me for 2 years.

Do you think that, one day, we will find ourselves in a position to move forward? I have to keep believing that I will (eventually). How about you?

 

[ShybutHi]

I feel like this has happened to me my whole life... Although for a lot of it I am partially to blame.

 

[9006]

Do you think that, one day, we will find ourselves in a position to move forward? I have to keep believing that I will (eventually). How about you?

Definitely, I kinda have to believe that, otherwise I'd just give up. But unfortunately believing this doesn't effect the present way of thinking, which what really makes you dwell on it.

 

[EveWasFramed]

I feel like this has happened to me my whole life... Although for a lot of it I am partially to blame.

Do you think you can change your circumstances then, Shy?

 

[ShybutHi]

I feel like this has happened to me my whole life... Although for a lot of it I am partially to blame.

Do you think you can change your circumstances then, Shy?

Actually I am already on that track thankfully Eve.

 

[EveWasFramed]

Do you think that, one day, we will find ourselves in a position to move forward? I have to keep believing that I will (eventually). How about you?

Definitely, I kinda have to believe that, otherwise I'd just give up. But unfortunately believing this doesn't effect the present way of thinking, which what really makes you dwell on it.

Yeah....makes sense. It's hard to keep reminding ourselves that things can turn on a dime, when they never do (or haven't yet).

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I feel like this has happened to me my whole life... Although for a lot of it I am partially to blame.

Do you think you can change your circumstances then, Shy?

Actually I am already on that track thankfully Eve.

That's awesome, Shy. I know you're been around here for a while, even though you don't post much, and you seem like a really good guy. Im glad to hear you're making some changes.

 

[TheWalkingDead]

Have you ever stopped wanting something that you can't have and then later, that longing comes back and smacks you right in the face? And it's like a pandemic. You can't cure it, treat it, wipe it or wash it off? It just sticks to you like glue and won't stop invading your thoughts? Your mind is simply annihilated by your own thoughts and longings, all the while, you know they are probably pointless. Yet within that maelstrom of chaos circling inside of your head, there is this teeny, tiny spark of hope that refuses to die.

:club: DIE I said! lol

~The insane ramblings of Eve

Sometimes. Lol you're not insane, just human

 

[EveWasFramed]

~The insane ramblings of Eve

Sometimes. Lol you're not insane, just human

I guess that depends on who you ask.

 

[Regumika]

I don't think I can totally relate. I consider myself to be quite logical. So thoughts like desire/craving for something/someone/whatever becomes either a goal or an unattainable dream. If it becomes a goal then I work towards that goal. If it is an unattainable dream, then like 9006 I just immediately [give up] and shove it to the side and not really think about it anymore.

 

[TheWalkingDead]

~The insane ramblings of Eve

Sometimes. Lol you're not insane, just human

I guess that depends on who you ask.

Lol, ok then, if you ask me, ha!

 

[Seosa2]

YES!

 

[EveWasFramed]

~The insane ramblings of Eve

Sometimes. Lol you're not insane, just human

I guess that depends on who you ask.

Lol, ok then, if you ask me, ha!

lol, why thank you, Dead Person.

 

[TheWalkingDead]

lol, why thank you, Dead Person.

lol :club:

 

[EveWasFramed]

lol, why thank you, Dead Person.

lol :club:

 

[ShybutHi]

Sometimes. Lol you're not insane, just human

But humans ARE insane!