Hello people noob here.

[alyssambride]

Mentally frozen. Darkness and isolation. Self sabotaging. Addiction. Learning delayed gratification but want to disappear from this world. Too many memories that hurt. 28 hiding from people but still feel so lonely. Each day is a mindless clock that ticks by so slow. Changing your life is a mental war. Feel like giving up.

 

[Sunless Sky]

Yeah, the days definitely blend together after a while of being alone. I cant say I relate to all your struggles but I am an expert in loneliness

Anyway, please please don't give up. Don't let the loneliness monster win. Go out to a cafe a just people watch. Anything to feel the people around you.

Welcome to the forum. Hope it helps you manage your loneliness.

 

[LeeG]

@alyssambride first of all welcome, I am new here myself. I know about the watching the clock slowly click away while I look for something to watch on TV (which I ran out of things a long time ago) or trying to read a book or find something to entertain me for a little while. I've pretty much struggled with everything you've mentioned there myself at some point in my life. Hang in there and stay tough, hopefully things will get better.

 

[user 188685]

Hello and welcome

 

[user 188685]

@alyssambride first of all welcome, I am new here myself. I know about the watching the clock slowly click away while I look for something to watch on TV (which I ran out of things a long time ago) or trying to read a book or find something to entertain me for a little while. I've pretty much struggled with everything you've mentioned there myself at some point in my life. Hang in there and stay tough, hopefully things will get better.

I agree,Lee,kudos to you,very good advice.

 

[Minus]

Welcome to the forums.