Well here I am another lonely one. Its saturday night and I'm here at home while many others are probably out somewhere having fun. I'm 17 now I though I should be over this whole socialy akward phase in my life but I guess I'm not. Its valentines day soon and I have no one to share it with, no guy to show me how much I mean to him. It seems like social life is going on withought me and I just wanna go out there and join in but its hard to overcome the insecurities I have.