Lonely guy 97
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Dunno how to start...hopefully this will do.
Fun guy.
I hate being the guy that has a constant smile,
Feeding jokes to people yet being in denial,
A false face so that people don't know,
The hours of crying or story's of woe.
I hate having friends that complain when I'm sad,
Not to see my happy but to state when I'm mellow, it's bad,
No comfort or tenderness waits for me there,
An underwhelming feeling of gratitude or care.
I hate being flamboyant, quirky and loud,
Yet feeling that I can't make anyone proud,
To be known as a friend or a lover at that,
I'm useless, annoying, childish or fat.
I paint on my joy thicker than any girls make up,
Never been the same since the tear filled break up,
My heart feels full of love but my stomach empty as ****,
When will I get my break? My freedom? My luck?
Not once this week have I felt joy or glee,
Just lonely, vulnerable, no one cares about me,
Yet ill wake up tomorrow morning with a smile on my face,
I hate being the "Fun guy" will you take my place?
Fun guy.
I hate being the guy that has a constant smile,
Feeding jokes to people yet being in denial,
A false face so that people don't know,
The hours of crying or story's of woe.
I hate having friends that complain when I'm sad,
Not to see my happy but to state when I'm mellow, it's bad,
No comfort or tenderness waits for me there,
An underwhelming feeling of gratitude or care.
I hate being flamboyant, quirky and loud,
Yet feeling that I can't make anyone proud,
To be known as a friend or a lover at that,
I'm useless, annoying, childish or fat.
I paint on my joy thicker than any girls make up,
Never been the same since the tear filled break up,
My heart feels full of love but my stomach empty as ****,
When will I get my break? My freedom? My luck?
Not once this week have I felt joy or glee,
Just lonely, vulnerable, no one cares about me,
Yet ill wake up tomorrow morning with a smile on my face,
I hate being the "Fun guy" will you take my place?
