how to get rid ****** up idiot inside of me?

[stupid.thoughts]

there is a girl i like but i really dont want to see her how i see her, i really want a friend not a screwy awkward relationship but the other voice inside me begs to differ, any idea how i can make it shut the **** up?

i think she is one of the most awesome people ive met, but i do not want to ever loose another friend out of teenage adolescence , and frankly, i know im too crappy of a person enough to even consider,

seriously, what the hell is up with adolescence? im 17 and i still want to talk to my friends normally without having ****** up thoughts or making it awkward around them.

its continuously getting harder to talk with people (if i could blush, id probably catch fire and burn a building), and i really dont want to loose another friend

it hurts too much

 

[Asterli]

I think it's a bit common. I also had and sometimes have other thoughts or thoughts that are in favor of me. Maybe it comes with getting older, you get more focused on your self. As a child I had less worries but now you have to watch your steps. Try to approach your friend in a positive way and don't make any early assumptions. I think that is a wrong way to approach a relationship. Just see where it leads.

 

[sadface]

if its hard to talk to people maybe you should get better at talking to yourself. you need to have an active discussion with someone to sort out things like this, even if it is yourself. maybe try a journal, or something.