I messed up

[TogetherAlone]

I was here a while ago... Well been on and off this site for ages dun even remember my first account that I lost but for a while i was here and it was good, I was still lonely and sad but it felt nice having people here to talk to and just exist with.

I however got very close with someone and I honestly don't know what happened, lost Internet and stuff just kept coming IRL and it meant I eventually forgot about this place and lost contact I feel terrible for just disappearing and bleh I dunno I'm really struggling still and not sure I should come back

 

[Abstamyous]

I will say welcome back.

Has some of the IRL stuff settled down for you?

 

[TogetherAlone]

Oh God no, Dad has cancer and alzheimer's and is getting worse every day, My Mum does her best but she's also old luckily my Sister's help when they can.

I however am stuck in a dif town and don't have the money to afford visiting them when I want/need or to help so yeah that sucks and just bleh some things are better I guess but IRL **** still sucks, I am so ******* lonely sometimes xD

 

[TogetherAlone]

Reading some of my PMs with Meli the person who I got close to on here and it ******* breaks my heart, why did I do this >_<

 

[TheSkaFish]

Reading some of my PMs with Meli the person who I got close to on here and it ******* breaks my heart, why did I do this >_<

I've had that happen before with people I've met online.
And I've also disappeared/closed off for long periods of time, due to feeling overwhelmed by life.
I remember the person you're talking about.

You could try sending her a message on here anyway.
There's no guarantees it will work, but if she left her email settings to send her an email notification when she gets a new Message, it might get her to check the site again.

It's worth a shot anyway.

 

[TogetherAlone]

Yeah but after reading the last message she sent I feel it might be best just to hope she's doing ok I can't bring my crap back into her life.

Thanks for replying though and what you say makes a lot of sense, I'm just going through things and in a mess

 

[TheSkaFish]

Yeah but after reading the last message she sent I feel it might be best just to hope she's doing ok I can't bring my crap back into her life.

Thanks for replying though and what you say makes a lot of sense, I'm just going through things and in a mess

I get the feeling.
I'm not familiar with the situation but you have to do what you think is best.
Good luck, in any case.

 

[TogetherAlone]

Thanks means a lot and you have no idea how good it is to see you still here and active, everytime I've come back you've been here.

 

[TheSkaFish]

Thanks means a lot and you have no idea how good it is to see you still here and active, everytime I've come back you've been here.

Thanks man. Good to see you hanging in there as well, I remember you.

If I have info that has worked for me in the past, I try to pass it along and hopefully it will work for someone else too.

Yeah, I'm still here, for better (the community) or worse (still single/lonely/struggling with overwhelm and despair).
Some days are better than others.
I poke my head in and out of here and try to keep up with what's going on.