madera23 said:What is wrong is that you are not looking for love, but ***.
Why don't you become a decent human being and give it up altogether till you grow up..
A few bad experiences turned you against women, your big ego had to try something else.
Find a woman you love and who loves you and you will have solved the problem.
The OP hasn't really done anything indecent he is just confused and frustrated. Your remark is uncalled for here.