Im Just A Total Outcast And Failure

[Retrospective81]

No matter what I do I cant connect with anyone anymore, I mean..Im just a **** up really.

tried to join chatrooms (paltalk) I cant connect with anyone. Outside worlds the ******* same. I drove away a friend from on here due to stupid conversation over the weekend.

My life's over, no friends, no realationships because not one ******* woman wants me! even if she's from overseas!

Just **** this life. **** everything. **** everyone. I have really tried and cant take no more. This planet makes me ******* sick!

 

[Coeur]

I don't like chatrooms much, myself. I think they're a specific type of environment for a specific type of person.

 

[Retrospective81]

yeah Coeur too friggin right!

 

[LeaningIntoTheMuse]

 

[9006]

From the variety of your posts I think they're a bit full on, and if you're any relation to that in reality this is probably part of the problem. Are you bipolar?

In any case I always tell people the same thing; if you're temperamental, depressed, not yourself, etc.. avoid chat rooms/social media, especially popular ones with many users.

 

[LeaningIntoTheMuse]

I don't like chatrooms, because I feel like I'm being ignored...unless I spend the whole time cracking jokes.

If I just try to be serious, people ignore me. So I post on forums, because people actually respond to me there.

 

[Retrospective81]

From the variety of your posts I think they're a bit full on, and if you're any relation to that in reality this is probably part of the problem. Are you bipolar?

In any case I always tell people the same thing; if you're temperamental, depressed, not yourself, etc.. avoid chat rooms/social media, especially popular ones with many users.

Yeah tbh I think I do suffer from bi polar and I display the 'classic symptons' so to speak. Yeah I'm not on social media like twitter or FB as they have no place in my life. Only tried a chatroom to get thins back to how they use to be/

 

[Tiina63]

Connecting to people is so hard. I have friends, but in my heart of hearts I only feel close to them at odd moments. Mostly I feel completely alone. So I can understand where you are coming from.

 

[InnerFeelings]

Retrospec, you sound so isolated, angry and depressed. I am new here but I am saddened to see what you are going through.

It seems you are banned?

Well, if you ever come back here, please feel free to contact me so we can have a chat.

I want to help you.

Love & Light,

I.F

 

[EveWasFramed]

Retrospec, you sound so isolated, angry and depressed. I am new here but I am saddened to see what you are going through.

It seems you are banned?

Well, if you ever come back here, please feel free to contact me so we can have a chat.

I want to help you.

Love & Light,

I.F

Do you think talking to yourself will help?

 

[ladyforsaken]

Retrospec, you sound so isolated, angry and depressed. I am new here but I am saddened to see what you are going through.

It seems you are banned?

Well, if you ever come back here, please feel free to contact me so we can have a chat.

I want to help you.

Love & Light,

I.F

Do you think talking to yourself will help?

Eh? What's going on?

 

[EveWasFramed]

That was Retro, attempting to evade his ban.

 

[ladyforsaken]

That was Retro, attempting to evade his ban.

Right.

 

[Sarah_Lbnz]

LMAO. What a loser. I feel so justified in saying that, I honestly don't care. What. a. loser.
That being said: I hope he gets the help he needs. Sorry Retro, but you were a dink to me cuz I had a ******, which is totally dinky.

 

[ardour]

LMAO. What a loser. I feel so justified in saying that, I honestly don't care. What. a. loser.
That being said: I hope he gets the help he needs. Sorry Retro, but you were a dink to me cuz I had a ******, which is totally dinky.

Edit ; just read the posts he insulted someone.... "loser" seems appropriate now.

 

[Old Seer]

No matter what I do I cant connect with anyone anymore, I mean..Im just a **** up really.

tried to join chatrooms (paltalk) I cant connect with anyone. Outside worlds the ******* same. I drove away a friend from on here due to stupid conversation over the weekend.

My life's over, no friends, no realationships because not one ******* woman wants me! even if she's from overseas!

Just **** this life. **** everything. **** everyone. I have really tried and cant take no more. This planet makes me ******* sick!

What is you age. If you,re in your teens, understand, teeners aren't experienced in complex relationships. Go back to being 6 years for a minute. Remember- you made friends because you had no hangups. You were innocent and guilty of nothing. So at that age you weren't looking to impress anyone, and your friends were the same, right. At 6 you were natural, and you personal system made friends automatically because you had no reason to judge the other, and likewise, they you. You grew up instructed to have reasons to make friends and except others. So, what happened--you became self conscious,and made efforts to be likeable under specifications taught you. OK, put that all away and make friends as you did naturally back when you were 6. It won't be easy at first. But at 6 years old you had no reason to be friends--you just became a friend. Be normal, natural and straight forward, and maybe don't worry about reasons to be friends--It's not natural to have reasons to make friends. OS

 

[LeaningIntoTheMuse]

Retro was a complete tool at times. I don't have much respect for someone like that.

Sorry if this is a personal insult, but he was very rude to me, so I don't feel like I have the right to be non-rude to him.

 

[ladyforsaken]

Just close this bloody thread. Every time I see it pop up it just brings back hurt.

 

[EveWasFramed]

Done.