Apiskindacool
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At night time i get in a bad mood and just think about how ****** i am. I'm ugly and my grades are ****. I dont really do much right now. im 16. Ive never had a gf or even kissed a girl and im of course a virgin, all i do it seems like is drive my friend around so he can do his gf, then i can take them home, after i wait in a cold ass car for a couple hours, its ok though, he'll pay me back for driving him around al lthe time.....still waiting on that one. It's only at night time i feel like this :/ it sucks. Oh and another thing, I could not be any less successful with ladies, i can understand that though because im ugly as hell and if i was a girl i'd stay clear of me. It just seems like i'm waiting to leave so i can pursue my goals. I want to volenteer in Ghana and open up a medical marijuana dispencary in california. I like to help people so i can feel like i matter to something. Everyone that knows me thinks im really happy all the time and everyone loves to be around me, it just seems like i hardly know them even if i do know them. idk if any of this makes sense. i guess thats it?
