I'm So Sick of Making Enemies

[Lost Soul]

Cat Lewis emailed me again saying she reported my IP for abuse to my service provider. Probably becuase I subscribed her to a few websites becuase I'm still angry with her.

But we were enemies before that. I ways try to make friends but they either are mean or can't except that I'm different. I have made a few enemies this past year and each time I do, it hurts me badly.

 

[Vic Sage]

Cat Lewis emailed me again saying she reported my IP for abuse to my service provider. Probably becuase I subscribed her to a few websites becuase I'm still angry with her.

But we were enemies before that. I ways try to make friends but they either are mean or can't except that I'm different. I have made a few enemies this past year and each time I do, it hurts me badly.

I think from reading your numerous posts that it seems like you haven't gotten a lot of outside help for your conditions, both your autism and what appears to be some personality/mental disorders. I honestly think that the smartest thing for you to do is to take a break and get some treatment for yourself. I think what you're struggling with is going to go far beyond the help some like-minded individuals may give you on a website. I wish you luck.

 

[Lost Soul]

Cat Lewis emailed me again saying she reported my IP for abuse to my service provider. Probably becuase I subscribed her to a few websites becuase I'm still angry with her.

But we were enemies before that. I ways try to make friends but they either are mean or can't except that I'm different. I have made a few enemies this past year and each time I do, it hurts me badly.

I think from reading your numerous posts that it seems like you haven't gotten a lot of outside help for your conditions, both your autism and what appears to be some personality/mental disorders. I honestly think that the smartest thing for you to do is to take a break and get some treatment for yourself. I think what you're struggling with is going to go far beyond the help some like-minded individuals may give you on a website. I wish you luck.

I see a socoligist who is gonna help me, my next appointment is Friday.

Other then that, I got no help, no friends.

 

[Vic Sage]

Cat Lewis emailed me again saying she reported my IP for abuse to my service provider. Probably becuase I subscribed her to a few websites becuase I'm still angry with her.

But we were enemies before that. I ways try to make friends but they either are mean or can't except that I'm different. I have made a few enemies this past year and each time I do, it hurts me badly.

I think from reading your numerous posts that it seems like you haven't gotten a lot of outside help for your conditions, both your autism and what appears to be some personality/mental disorders. I honestly think that the smartest thing for you to do is to take a break and get some treatment for yourself. I think what you're struggling with is going to go far beyond the help some like-minded individuals may give you on a website. I wish you luck.

I see a socoligist who is gonna help me, my next appointment is Friday.

Other then that, I got no help, no friends.

Unless you live in an area out of the way, there has to be an autism support group or something. But I seem to notice two problems, if I may suggest some things. One, you can't live your life as an autistic first and person second. You seem to mention it all the time and go to creepy lengths to explain this. Autism is becoming more common, you shouldn't have to wave a flag around. Secondly, you seem to spend a lot of time online. I've started being on less, and I feel much better. Even if you're alone, you might feel better taking up a hobby like photography, painting, etc. The creative world is full of people with disabilities who use art to make sense of the world.

 

[EveWasFramed]

Cat Lewis emailed me again saying she reported my IP for abuse to my service provider. Probably becuase I subscribed her to a few websites becuase I'm still angry with her.

But we were enemies before that. I ways try to make friends but they either are mean or can't except that I'm different. I have made a few enemies this past year and each time I do, it hurts me badly.

Wait...who the heck is Cat Lewis??

 

[Vic Sage]

Cat Lewis emailed me again saying she reported my IP for abuse to my service provider. Probably becuase I subscribed her to a few websites becuase I'm still angry with her.

But we were enemies before that. I ways try to make friends but they either are mean or can't except that I'm different. I have made a few enemies this past year and each time I do, it hurts me badly.

Wait...who the heck is Cat Lewis??

I would gather the woman he bounty-hunted all over the net to explain something that didn't need to be explained. But the long and short of it is that when people are reporting your ISP for harassment... something is wrong.

 

[EveWasFramed]

Was she ignoring him? If so, that's a good sign to leave someone alone. I hope you get things worked out, Lost.

 

[Brian]

Wait...who the heck is Cat Lewis??

THE Cat Lewis??

 

[Lost Soul]

Cat Lewis emailed me again saying she reported my IP for abuse to my service provider. Probably becuase I subscribed her to a few websites becuase I'm still angry with her.

But we were enemies before that. I ways try to make friends but they either are mean or can't except that I'm different. I have made a few enemies this past year and each time I do, it hurts me badly.

I think from reading your numerous posts that it seems like you haven't gotten a lot of outside help for your conditions, both your autism and what appears to be some personality/mental disorders. I honestly think that the smartest thing for you to do is to take a break and get some treatment for yourself. I think what you're struggling with is going to go far beyond the help some like-minded individuals may give you on a website. I wish you luck.

I see a socoligist who is gonna help me, my next appointment is Friday.

Other then that, I got no help, no friends.

Unless you live in an area out of the way, there has to be an autism support group or something. But I seem to notice two problems, if I may suggest some things. One, you can't live your life as an autistic first and person second. You seem to mention it all the time and go to creepy lengths to explain this. Autism is becoming more common, you shouldn't have to wave a flag around. Secondly, you seem to spend a lot of time online. I've started being on less, and I feel much better. Even if you're alone, you might feel better taking up a hobby like photography, painting, etc. The creative world is full of people with disabilities who use art to make sense of the world.

It's just how my mind works, I make sure that it's important to know or otherwise they'll will want to know why I'm different, I'm used to it now. How else am I supposed to make a friend if they know I'm different and not know why.

I have so much I really need to learn, especially what to do in certain situations and how to communicate properly.

I only went a creepy length to tell Cat who I was and that I registered to the forums or otherwise I was afraid she would expect as just another spambot, but now I don't really care becuase I got my OWN naturist forums, it may not have as many members or posts as she does but it's still my own and if people need to contact me to let them know, I'm easy to contact.

 

[Vic Sage]

Cat Lewis emailed me again saying she reported my IP for abuse to my service provider. Probably becuase I subscribed her to a few websites becuase I'm still angry with her.

But we were enemies before that. I ways try to make friends but they either are mean or can't except that I'm different. I have made a few enemies this past year and each time I do, it hurts me badly.

I think from reading your numerous posts that it seems like you haven't gotten a lot of outside help for your conditions, both your autism and what appears to be some personality/mental disorders. I honestly think that the smartest thing for you to do is to take a break and get some treatment for yourself. I think what you're struggling with is going to go far beyond the help some like-minded individuals may give you on a website. I wish you luck.

I see a socoligist who is gonna help me, my next appointment is Friday.

Other then that, I got no help, no friends.

Unless you live in an area out of the way, there has to be an autism support group or something. But I seem to notice two problems, if I may suggest some things. One, you can't live your life as an autistic first and person second. You seem to mention it all the time and go to creepy lengths to explain this. Autism is becoming more common, you shouldn't have to wave a flag around. Secondly, you seem to spend a lot of time online. I've started being on less, and I feel much better. Even if you're alone, you might feel better taking up a hobby like photography, painting, etc. The creative world is full of people with disabilities who use art to make sense of the world.

It's just how my mind works, I make sure that it's important to know or otherwise they'll will want to know why I'm different, I'm used to it now. How else am I supposed to make a friend if they know I'm different and not know why.

I have so much I really need to learn, especially what to do in certain situations and how to communicate properly.

I only went a creepy length to tell Cat who I was and that I registered to the forums or otherwise I was afraid she would expect as just another spambot, but now I don't really care becuase I got my OWN naturist forums, it may not have as many members or posts as she does but it's still my own and if people need to contact me to let them know, I'm easy to contact.

First things first- leave her alone. You're possibly in enough trouble as is.

Secondly- explore the offline world a bit more.

Thirdly- lay off the autism. It comes across as needy, desperate, like you're looking for sympathy and an excuse to do whatever you want. A true friend either won't notice your oddities or won't care. They'll overlook it. Thousands of friendships survive one partner being disabled or whatever. There's no reason why you should be any different. You're letting your disease define you. I'm sure Stevie Wonder doesn't want to be known as a blind singer or Melissa Etheridge as a lesbian singer. They succeed despite of their differences. You can too.

 

[Lost Soul]

Cat Lewis emailed me again saying she reported my IP for abuse to my service provider. Probably becuase I subscribed her to a few websites becuase I'm still angry with her.

But we were enemies before that. I ways try to make friends but they either are mean or can't except that I'm different. I have made a few enemies this past year and each time I do, it hurts me badly.

I think from reading your numerous posts that it seems like you haven't gotten a lot of outside help for your conditions, both your autism and what appears to be some personality/mental disorders. I honestly think that the smartest thing for you to do is to take a break and get some treatment for yourself. I think what you're struggling with is going to go far beyond the help some like-minded individuals may give you on a website. I wish you luck.

I see a socoligist who is gonna help me, my next appointment is Friday.

Other then that, I got no help, no friends.

Unless you live in an area out of the way, there has to be an autism support group or something. But I seem to notice two problems, if I may suggest some things. One, you can't live your life as an autistic first and person second. You seem to mention it all the time and go to creepy lengths to explain this. Autism is becoming more common, you shouldn't have to wave a flag around. Secondly, you seem to spend a lot of time online. I've started being on less, and I feel much better. Even if you're alone, you might feel better taking up a hobby like photography, painting, etc. The creative world is full of people with disabilities who use art to make sense of the world.

It's just how my mind works, I make sure that it's important to know or otherwise they'll will want to know why I'm different, I'm used to it now. How else am I supposed to make a friend if they know I'm different and not know why.

I have so much I really need to learn, especially what to do in certain situations and how to communicate properly.

I only went a creepy length to tell Cat who I was and that I registered to the forums or otherwise I was afraid she would expect as just another spambot, but now I don't really care becuase I got my OWN naturist forums, it may not have as many members or posts as she does but it's still my own and if people need to contact me to let them know, I'm easy to contact.

First things first- leave her alone. You're possibly in enough trouble as is.

Secondly- explore the offline world a bit more.

Thirdly- lay off the autism. It comes across as needry myy, desperate, like you're looking for sympathy and an excuse to do whatever you want. A true friend either won't notice your oddities or won't care. They'll overlook it. Thousands of friendships survive one partner being disabled or whatever. There's no reason why you should be any different. You're letting your disease define you. I'm sure Stevie Wonder doesn't want to be known as a blind singer or Melissa Etheridge as a lesbian singer. They succeed despite of their differences. You can too.

I won't send her any messages or subscribe her to things or do anything else.

I will my best to not tell everyone that I has autism, but I will need to reprogram my brain somehow, lol. Also, if I do, I have no guidance.

 

[Danielle]

Cat Lewis emailed me again saying she reported my IP for abuse to my service provider. Probably becuase I subscribed her to a few websites becuase I'm still angry with her.

But we were enemies before that. I ways try to make friends but they either are mean or can't except that I'm different. I have made a few enemies this past year and each time I do, it hurts me badly.

I think from reading your numerous posts that it seems like you haven't gotten a lot of outside help for your conditions, both your autism and what appears to be some personality/mental disorders. I honestly think that the smartest thing for you to do is to take a break and get some treatment for yourself. I think what you're struggling with is going to go far beyond the help some like-minded individuals may give you on a website. I wish you luck.

I see a socoligist who is gonna help me, my next appointment is Friday.

Other then that, I got no help, no friends.

Unless you live in an area out of the way, there has to be an autism support group or something. But I seem to notice two problems, if I may suggest some things. One, you can't live your life as an autistic first and person second. You seem to mention it all the time and go to creepy lengths to explain this. Autism is becoming more common, you shouldn't have to wave a flag around. Secondly, you seem to spend a lot of time online. I've started being on less, and I feel much better. Even if you're alone, you might feel better taking up a hobby like photography, painting, etc. The creative world is full of people with disabilities who use art to make sense of the world.

It's just how my mind works, I make sure that it's important to know or otherwise they'll will want to know why I'm different, I'm used to it now. How else am I supposed to make a friend if they know I'm different and not know why.

I have so much I really need to learn, especially what to do in certain situations and how to communicate properly.

I only went a creepy length to tell Cat who I was and that I registered to the forums or otherwise I was afraid she would expect as just another spambot, but now I don't really care becuase I got my OWN naturist forums, it may not have as many members or posts as she does but it's still my own and if people need to contact me to let them know, I'm easy to contact.

First things first- leave her alone. You're possibly in enough trouble as is.

Secondly- explore the offline world a bit more.

Thirdly- lay off the autism. It comes across as needy, desperate, like you're looking for sympathy and an excuse to do whatever you want. A true friend either won't notice your oddities or won't care. They'll overlook it. Thousands of friendships survive one partner being disabled or whatever. There's no reason why you should be any different. You're letting your disease define you. I'm sure Stevie Wonder doesn't want to be known as a blind singer or Melissa Etheridge as a lesbian singer. They succeed despite of their differences. You can too.

To Vic... hey, I don't think that you have any idea of how autism affects the brain, and how it affects a person's ability to socialize. You can't tell someone to "lay off the Autism" because they sound needy or desperate...that is just ignorance. Also, you cannot call someone "an Autistic"! You would refer to someone as a person "with Autism". You don't go around around saying "Cancer people", "or HIV People". This is WHO he is and he wants us to know...

To Lost....maybe it is time to stop contacting this Cat Lewis person....I understand that you like these sites and whatnot, but she may just not be accepting new people right now. I wish you luck with the sociologist... it will be hard work, but I know you can make some connections... do your best and keep us posted on how things go.

 

[JamaisVu]

I won't send her any messages or subscribe her to things or do anything else.

This approach is best in general, if you feel that someone doesn't like you or doesn't want to talk to you then you just have to let it go and move on. I know it's a frustrating situation.

 

[Lost Soul]

I won't send her any messages or subscribe her to things or do anything else.

This approach is best in general, if you feel that someone doesn't like you or doesn't want to talk to you then you just have to let it go and move on. I know it's a frustrating situation.

Thanks, I try to but it's hard for me becuase I take everything personally. When someone does something I told like I try and get the to see the situation the way I see so they understand better, but I end up failing. I wish I could easily let things go.

 

[JamaisVu]

Thanks, I try to but it's hard for me becuase I take everything personally. When someone does something I told like I try and get the to see the situation the way I see so they understand better, but I end up failing. I wish I could easily let things go.

I take things personally also, I just don't act on it -- that's the key. I wish I had better tips on how to forget someone who upsets you, so far the only things that work for me are time and finding other distractions. For example, if it's someone on a forum, then find a new forum to visit until the feelings have died down or get out of the house for awhile so you're not obsessing over internet interactions. Sometimes if I feel compelled to contact someone or post something that I probably shouldn't, I write it down in a text file instead. It's a nice way to vent, but doesn't result in creating enemies or getting into neverending arguments.

 

[Yukhi]

Cat Lewis emailed me again saying she reported my IP for abuse to my service provider. Probably becuase I subscribed her to a few websites becuase I'm still angry with her.

But we were enemies before that. I ways try to make friends but they either are mean or can't except that I'm different. I have made a few enemies this past year and each time I do, it hurts me badly.

I'm pretty sure the best solution is to avoid getting in contact with the enemies you've made over the year as of now. Since you're seeing a sociologist, your condition can only get better right. Just be patient and do your best. Not much can change now since you still need to figure things out. I believe you'll make it through and that you'll make things better. If these are absolutely the kinds of people that hurt you, try to figure out why and if it's too much leave em be.

 

[VanillaCreme]

I'm sorry I have to agree with Vic Sage on a lot of things. Even if their take on your Autism was a bit harsh, I agree. And I really, really agree on leaving this person alone. You seem extremely obsessed over her, and to be honest, I would have probably reported you too eventually. It's borderline stalkerish and it's creepy, and you should think about how you come off to people before you before you do certain things.

We all have to think about how we come off to people. We all need to think about our actions and how they make us look. It's being careless if we don't. Perhaps stop and think before going so completely overboard trying to contact someone like that. I'm sure she asked you to stop, or maybe dropped hints for you to leave her alone. Pay attention to what people tell you.

 

[Lost Soul]

I did, I have decided that I will not contact her, if she replies back.