Imoral Christian's Venting and Ranting for stress release.

[VanillaCreme]

Why the hell do I want a immoral girlfriend, go away feelings.

I'm not sure what to think of you.

I suppose I can start by asking what exactly is an immoral girlfriend?

 

[Imoral Christian]

Why the hell do I want a immoral girlfriend, go away feelings.

I'm not sure what to think of you.

I suppose I can start by asking what exactly is an immoral girlfriend?

Hi Vanilla
A normal girlfriend is a lady l become friends with online.
We share heart to hearts in private emails.
I fall in love with her and she does not. I ask why not? She answers l can't love you because your married.
That's a normal girlfriend for you.
A imorral girlfriend lady is not bound by so called christian morrals holding her back.
Its like lets make up our own morrals as we go along.
Some women here have tried to get me to become friends with swingers.
Most established swingers and l have only meet two online before have many partners. I don't know how my body would feel making love to a lady that is a sexual toilet for all these other men. And doing that would be very expencive and endanger my wife as l am her full time carer. So swingers are out.
I am only seeking a type of online love built on sharing heart to heart feelings and thinking because feelings need to be protected by strong friendships or it does not work. As far as sex goes l think masterbation about the lady is probably as far as l can go. I would be very happy with a very strong friendship where anything goes thats online. Real life to me as far as my thinking goes is impossible every witch way l try to think. Internet relationships are the go for me even that is impossible without starting any friendship at all. Check my buddies list its compleaty empty. I don't even know how to add people there. And why does forum private message all ways show up in public forums. Thats freeky as hell. If l was to start a one on one friendship here l would need to swap real emails with that person and grow the friendship away from forums. I don't trust privates here to be private at all.
I hope this clears things up for you. Thank you.

 

[Imoral Christian]

By the way people l did get back onto destiny game.
I spent a fair bit of time building new players faces.
I am finding it quite hard as l want high contrast faces to the marking they wear. I want the makings to be the colour of the element of there super powers. Finding the correct balance is very oftern impossible for me.
Either its the wrong making image or its the wrong shade of skin to get enough contrast. Hmmm

 

[Imoral Christian]

I can jump on the PC for a bit.
Here is a photo of tonight's dinner I cooked.
Its Hash browns and fish fingers with BBQ sauce.

It should be very yummy for me and the wife.

 

[sothatwasmylife]

I can jump on the PC for a bit.
Here is a photo of tonight's dinner I cooked.
Its Hash browns and fish fingers with BBQ sauce.

It should be very yummy for me and the wife.

And savoury becomes a cake...novel

 

[Imoral Christian]

I made a YouTube video on my Xbox One for Forums.
I made 3 new players called Guardians.
There 3rd subclass superpowers are:
Titan Sunbreaker Orange
Hunter Nightstalker Purple
Warlock Stormcaller Extremely light blue
I see the power used as white.
Enjoy the video I made.
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These superpowers you can't unlock until your level 25
So you got to work a fare bit to unlock them to use.
All 3 are very strong.

Oh yes, the makings on there faces was not my first choice,
I had to settle for second best.

 

[Lacrecia]

How old are you?

 

[Imoral Christian]

How old are you?

Are you trying to pick a argument with me?
I was warned arguments get people banned.
Would you mind explaining your question before I answer it.

I will say sorry if you was making a effort to try to get to know me.
I did wake up angry.
I was thinking you was going to tell me off because old men shouldn't play games or some bullcrap I been told before.
That type of unacceptance is unacceptable.
I would block anyone who comes between me and my love of Games.

 

[Imoral Christian]

Today's Rant
I was asleep dreaming I was in a church.
I must of been reliving a memory image from the past.
At the end of the dream the guy next to me said I would have to change what I eat by force.
Well that really pissed me off.
I was telling him off when my wife started ordering me about in real life when I was asleep.
God dam women they don't call them space invaders for nothing.
I woke up and my wife was as grumpy as the people in my dream.
Then I clicked no that's normal for her my wife all ways has a deep voice.
So I got up and gave my wife medication.
Marriage sucks as soon as you and your wife wake up in the night both of you want to use to toilet.
What do they call it, the joys of life....
Like dreaming about Kylie who works at the bank all week.
Dreaming about her was fun at first but I have seen so much of her in dream I'm like shut up and get out of my dream all you ever do is talk.
Ok that's enough Ranting.

 

[VanillaCreme]

How old are you?

Are you trying to pick a argument with me?
I was warned arguments get people banned.
Would you mind explaining your question before I answer it.

I was unaware that asking someone's age was automatically going for an argument. Lacrecia was simply asking. If you don't want to answer, that's all you have to say. There's no need to be combative against a simple question.

 

[Lacrecia]

How old are you?

Are you trying to pick a argument with me?
I was warned arguments get people banned.
Would you mind explaining your question before I answer it.

I will say sorry if you was making a effort to try to get to know me.
I did wake up angry.
I was thinking you was going to tell me off because old men shouldn't play games or some bullcrap I been told before.
That type of unacceptance is unacceptable.
I would block anyone who comes between me and my love of Games.

oh I dont care if a 100 years old guy is playing Games. I would never ever come between a man and his Games. These are sacred stuff i stay away from.
I was just wondering at which point in life one would prefer Segoe font over time romance. Also I usually detect age range, but i cant detect yours. You're a mystery to me. Please answer.

 

[Imoral Christian]

Time to express anything that pops into my head.
I used to love attending church.
I would find God in a church.
I never ever find God in any church anymore.
I used to cry tears of joy as my worship was me there giving my love to God and he was approving.
People would pick on me. I would tell them I don't care what you say God approves of me and I came here to connect with God!
Well them days are over. I'll never repeat them again.

My first girlfriend Kylie.
I was engaged to her twice.
We had the most strongest passionate love of my whole life.
No one will ever love me so strongly as her ever again.
She was kind she was sweet and willing to change anything in her whole life to love me better. Wow what a woman.
To me she was the prettiest human alive.
Time went on we broke up.

Gay love for me in the past is nothing like love with a women.
When I was very young it was considered then normal thing to do where boys was made to sleep in the one bed. That was common practice we thought nothing of it.
So I grow up sleeping with nude brothers and love was never abused no one ever hurt anyone. We was just a loving family void of any woman.
In 1986 the whole family found Jesus Christ and he completely changed everything.

Growing up from about ten to 19 women was something to look at.
Lets face it you can check out a pretty lady all day and no get punched in the face or loose all your friends at once.
Any gay person who looks a pretty lady and does not think she is pretty is not telling the truth. Woman are beautiful animals on the outside.
There have only been very few men that are so beautiful that have melted my heart so bad if I knew them I world worship the dirt they walked.
I'll share one with you if I can dig up a old phone online...

Back in the Day Boy George was the prettiest human on the planet.
He far exceeded the Beauty of any woman.
Made great music too.
When I was a boy the Police asked me if the photo of Boy George in my wallet was my lover. I told them I loved everything about him.
They said do you do anything with him. I said no I'm too poor for that. They said pity we could of had him charged. At the time I never understand why them cops showed so much anger at George.
I was hurt a very lot for years after that.

People have the most fun in there whole lives until someone tosses rules or reality in your face.
I think people controlling other people is a tool used for good or bad.
Like me being married I enjoyed the responsibility of being a carer for my wife a very lot sure I feel like a slave at times but my wife thinks am the best husband in the world.
Sure its got its down side she became I nonsexual when menopause hit. We have never had sex since and that still hurts me even today.
I stoped consented sex with men when Band Aid 30 - Do They Know It’s Christmas? (2014) Song came out That Song scared the hell out of the whole planet.
I'll see if I can dig it up.

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Many a person was thinking they was wanting money to stop starving people but at the time people didn't understand why they was starving. Later we learnt the money was given to support a cure for Aids as most of Africa had it.

I can't believe the sun here is still in bed it's all most 6am.
I am getting moody from all these memory's.
We need a cure for Aids even today.
Problem is most doctors hate gays and they do there best to kill them off though. Lets no go into that. Horrible memory's...

Life marches on I'm married to a lady that's 21 years older.
And my romance for my life is ******.
Marriage is a trap when peoples lives change you get dependent on each other over time and you wake up one day and your life is stuffed.

Pointless trying to change I look in the mirror and see a old man looking at me. My God no one would ever want me if I left my wife.
Leaving the wife I don't have the education for that and nor does my wife so we decided we don't do that.
Come on sun get out of bed so I can have breakfast...

I got to take Dell my wife online shopping at Coles when she wakes up. I better cook breakfast so I can get a head start on life Today.
Bye

 

[Imoral Christian]

Here is a video of me making Breakfast.
I enjoy cooling a lot. Yummy too.
I did 5 years learning to cook.
My Brain deleted all that learning in one night.
Now all I ever do is warm food up in the microwave.

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I am currently cooking Wedges in the microwave for my wife.
One plate full I know its too much but she can eat it though out the day.
House working makes me feel useful somewhat.

 

[Imoral Christian]

oh I dont care if a 100 years old guy is playing Games. I would never ever come between a man and his Games. These are sacred stuff i stay away from.
I was just wondering at which point in life one would prefer Segoe font over time romance. Also I usually detect age range, but i cant detect yours. You're a mystery to me. Please answer.

You did get me in the wrong frame of mind before sorry about that.
Nice to meet you I guess.
My age on the 22end of this month will be 46.
My wife is currently 67 years old.
Yes the age gap does produce problems to do with getting older etc etc.

To answer your question,
"I was just wondering at which point in life one would prefer Segoe font over time romance."
I would answer, When your wife think's romance is just asking for me to get beat up. Then gaming becomes a escape and online only love gets extremely attractive for me. I hope you understand me now.
By the way I don't and can't speak American English.
I can only speak Australian English. The two version do confuse each other a lot.
bye

 

[TheRealCallie]

Your wife asks you to get beat up?

 

[Imoral Christian]

Your wife asks you to get beat up?

Most people don't understand what I type.
Sorry for the confusion.
I will answer your question,
"Your wife asks you to get beat up?"
No. There was a couple of Months where My wife was asking for help and when I told her I did not know how to help she would bash me out of frustration.
Other times I get too attracted to my wife hell she's a sexy women after all. And she would attack me in self defence when ever I tried to make sexual advances.
I hope now you understand our life.
Thanks for your question.

 

[Imoral Christian]

Online shopping Done.
What I would class as a truly beautiful woman.
I look at a lot of women and they make me happy.
They have common beauty.
I look at women in music videos.
They send me the feelings sex really sells.
I look at the woman in this photo and I am amazed God made such a perfect face.
She is everything a woman could hope to be as far as women's beauty goes!
Please meet the Queen of England age 20.

Its no wonder every man in her country obeyed her willingly all the days of there lives.
This photo is timeless it will never grow old. Pure beauty in its raw form.
Yes indeed this is,
What I would class as a truly beautiful woman.

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[Imoral Christian]

Hi
Just walking down town to burn todays breakfast off.
Its saturday here in australia.
We get the weekend 16 hours before everyone else.
Lonely is ok as long as your feeling good about yourself on the inside.
Remembering happy memorys worked for me today.
I am about as happy as l can possibly get.
I am waiting for someone to burst my bubble.
It just does not feel right. I am not used to it.
Would any people like me to add them as a forum buddy and how do l add you?
How is a forum talker any different then a forum buddy?
I am a bit confused about this term and concept.
Please help?

 

[Imoral Christian]

I am extreamly upset.
This is more then venting or Ranting.
I am expressing outrage!
Nambour Plaza Queensland australian Public toilets are no longer Public! I will post one of there signs when l get home.
It means if you are only visiting the plaza because you walked there for exercise and you come out of the toilet without a reciept that you bought something you can be finded for having a ****.
Nambour Plaza toilets are only for people who own shops or custombers.
So visiters have to **** on the street because public toilets are no longer public.

Edit:
Just rethinking
The Nambour Plaza Public toilets are owned by the Plaza.
I wonder if the Council Public toilets are controled by Plaza cleaners.
Where the hell are the Council Public toilets anyway.
I never see them these days....

Here a photo of the Sign that outraged me.

We don't need to live in Russa we live in Australia...

 

[Imoral Christian]

Nambour Plaza according to a Government website is Breaking the Law closing down Public toilets on there own Property's.
I visited this website looking for Government Toilets in Town.
Here's there logo,

The Government webpages address is
https://toiletmap.gov.au/Find/QLD/Nambour
What I found is 3 Public Toilets are on Nambour Plaza owned Ground.
Here a starterlight image.

The Council Public Toilets they are owned by Nambour Plaza are not open to All the Public. This means they are Breaking the laws of Australia.
The Toilets that I could not use today if you want to use the Council's google maps is:
Nambour Plaza Toilet
Nambour Central Mall (its really just another part of Nambour plaza complex)
I have not tried this one yet, Short Street Public Amenities.
All of these to my knowledge are on Nambour Plaza owned Grounds.
If your visiting and you did not buy anything you will be fined just for using a Public Toilet.
Its frigging injustice big business controlling Government.