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[heavenorhell]

I am a 33 yo guy who has been suffring from bipolar like symptoms for a long time. I tried getting help but it did not work. It interferes with everything I do like school or work which I have got fired and kicked out of school because of it. I have always been an outsider never had many friends and when I did they turned traitor at some point. I always hold a grudge. I hate happiness, christians with exceptions of a few, holidays except Halloween. I listen to metal music mostly so as you can see I spend most of my time in doom and gloom.

 

[Cherrytree]

I'm sorry to hear about what you're going through.
I hope you can get some progress out of talking to people here.

Welcome to the forums.

Oh by the way, I was just reading this article posted here on the forum:
http://www.alonelylife.com/overcoming-depression-t-4560.html

It's a long read, but maybe in it you can find some explanations for how you feel (which in my personal experience is always nice), and maybe you can find some solutions for your depression. It may sound a bit weird but depression is (for some part anyway) a state of mind.

 

[Steel]

Hey, and welcome.

 

[Minus]

Welcome