Just out of hospital

[Tiina63]

To anyone who has replied to my threads/posts over the last few weeks, I apologise for my lack of response. I have been in hospital for emergency surgery for an aneurysm and so have not been online for a while now. I had been having terrible headaches for some weeks, but put them down to stress and loneliness. Then I found that I could not open my left eyelid and when I told a retired doctor aquaintance aboit it, she had a look at the eye, and said it wasnt moving properly and she took me to the local hospital where I had a brain scan and two MRI scans and I was then transferred to a specialist neurological hosptial where I had an operation. I am ok now, though my left eye is still closed all the time and I feel very tired, weak and alone. As soon as I feel better, I really want to build a proper life for myself, with a good support network for times like this. Friends are helping when they can, but without a relationship/family, I am pretty much on my own. Sometimes I have a good cry because I get so dispirited. But I am determined to get well again (even if my eye doesn't return to normal) and to meet someone nice to spend the rest of my life with. If anyone replies, please do not be hurt if I don't reply straightaway, as I am not online every day at present.

 

[Sci-Fi]

Good to hear you are okay.

 

[Barbaloot]

Wow. I hope you feel better soon.

 

[SophiaGrace]

Oh I was wondering if you were in a psych hospital. I was hoping you were ok. I'm glad you got treatment. (hugs for you)

 

[Walley]

I hope you find all that you are looking for1
and with any luck, maybe your stress and lonelieness will improve now that this is fixed. you never know.. it may have played a bigger role in your moods than you realized?

 

[Tiina63]

Thank you all for your replies.
I am finding the loneliness as hard to deal with as the tiredness, weakness and problems with my left eye. Often I wish there was someone here to hug me and make me feel less alone.

 

[perfanoff]

BEAR HUGS TINA!~
Glad to hear from you and wishing you the best!

 

[putter65]

To anyone who has replied to my threads/posts over the last few weeks, I apologise for my lack of response. I have been in hospital for emergency surgery for an aneurysm and so have not been online for a while now. I had been having terrible headaches for some weeks, but put them down to stress and loneliness. Then I found that I could not open my left eyelid and when I told a retired doctor aquaintance aboit it, she had a look at the eye, and said it wasnt moving properly and she took me to the local hospital where I had a brain scan and two MRI scans and I was then transferred to a specialist neurological hosptial where I had an operation. I am ok now, though my left eye is still closed all the time and I feel very tired, weak and alone. As soon as I feel better, I really want to build a proper life for myself, with a good support network for times like this. Friends are helping when they can, but without a relationship/family, I am pretty much on my own. Sometimes I have a good cry because I get so dispirited. But I am determined to get well again (even if my eye doesn't return to normal) and to meet someone nice to spend the rest of my life with. If anyone replies, please do not be hurt if I don't reply straightaway, as I am not online every day at present.

really sorry to hear all this !

I have been thinking about you and wondering what had happened. Hope you feel better soon !

 

[roguewave]

I'm so sorry and hope you are feeling a bit better today. I'm glad you posted this to let us all know and offer support. Going through any trial alone is so hard.

 

[ladyforsaken]

Oh dear Tiina I'm so sorry to hear about this.

Hugs. I wish you a speedy recovery and so glad to hear the surgery was successful. Have lots of rest please and update us when you can. Take good care of yourself and get well soon, hun. You will get better, the most important thing is to have a positive attitude, believe me. *hugs*

 

[SophiaGrace]

I am still thinking of you and hoping for a full recovery and sending warm thoughts your way.

 

[TheSolitaryMan]

Thank you all for your replies.
I am finding the loneliness as hard to deal with as the tiredness, weakness and problems with my left eye. Often I wish there was someone here to hug me and make me feel less alone.

Lots of *hugs* to you Tina, sorry to hear that you haven't been well. Especially in those cirumstances, it must have been frightening, last time I went for an MRI it was a really tense, horrible moment.

I hope you make a speedy and thorough recovery

 

[Unwanted94]

That is so strange. I'm really curious about what's causing your left eye to do that...

 

[LeaningIntoTheMuse]

I'm so sorry, Tiina. I hope you feel better. *hugs*