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Hi everyone Just wondering how do you deal with being alone during a holiday / birthday? I am feeling so disconected and isolated even from my own family. I can go to a cookout Sun. with my bf yet i wouldn't be going if i was n't his gf.
I guess i should try to think more positive about it and go try to be positive yet i feel like in the back of my mind no one there really cares about me or whether i go or not. I'm used to having at least one friend to chum with, or even one of my sisters. Currently, I have no friends and my two sisters are getting more and more distant. I love my bf and he's being supportive yet I'm starting to feel self-conscious about this Like there's something wrong with me, because i don't have plans with a friend/friends or family. I don't want to feel like i'm relying on him to be social yet that's how its been lately.
I hate it when people ask what are you doing this weekend or later they'll ask me and tell me about how they hung out with friends and family. Than i really feel like an outcast.
Does anyone relate? Please share if you do
I guess i should try to think more positive about it and go try to be positive yet i feel like in the back of my mind no one there really cares about me or whether i go or not. I'm used to having at least one friend to chum with, or even one of my sisters. Currently, I have no friends and my two sisters are getting more and more distant. I love my bf and he's being supportive yet I'm starting to feel self-conscious about this Like there's something wrong with me, because i don't have plans with a friend/friends or family. I don't want to feel like i'm relying on him to be social yet that's how its been lately.
I hate it when people ask what are you doing this weekend or later they'll ask me and tell me about how they hung out with friends and family. Than i really feel like an outcast.
Does anyone relate? Please share if you do