M

[ladyforsaken]

Speaking as someone who cares about you, Rose, just be who you are. Don't pretend to be something you're not.

Well I don't think he's pretending in any way. If anything it's more of him trying to be himself in separate ways which he thought he couldn't do with just one way (Rosebolt).

 

[Poguesy]

**** it.

Am calling you rosemary from now on

 

[Rosebolt]

I think he's just stressed and doesn't know what to do...

This is very much true.

Well I don't think he's pretending in any way. If anything it's more of him trying to be himself in separate ways which he thought he couldn't do with just one way (Rosebolt).

This is also true. I'm not pretending, though i understand why people might think that. I made another account because i was simply too afraid to say what's really on my mind, since it would probably destroy most if not all of the contacts i have on this site. I rely too much on the virtual friends i have, without them i'm nothing. And i'm very, very afraid of losing them. Which i also explained in my previous thread "seperation anxiety."

But i now know i just need to get over this weakness, and i will. That being said, i'll get on to the next one.

Sorry but that's the worst plan I've ever read.

Have you got MPD? If not I seriously cannot understand what the point in it was, all this people expect me to act a certain way ******** is just that, you are you an if they don't like that then big deal.

My response isn't exactly full of positives, I'm seriously having my doubts. I think you need to mature up an get over yourself.

Indeed, i did not at all expect you to understand. That's not something you do an awful lot. I do agree with the part that i need to mature up though, but that's pretty much it.

All in all, i expected alot more people to be upset, so i am very glad to be proved wrong once again. Thanks everyone for the support you're giving. I'll try to be stronger in the future.

 

[9006]

Indeed, i did not at all expect you to understand. That's not something you do an awful lot. I do agree with the part that i need to mature up though, but that's pretty much it.

Understand? Sorry, Rosebolt, but I just don't have patience for adolescent behaviour.

 

[Poguesy]

All the world needs is a little patience.

 

[LoneKiller]

Regardless of the way you went about it, you were making an effort to better and heal yourself. In my books that's commendable and brave. The others are right when they say just be yourself. You would have to be an incredible liar and actor to pretend to be someone other than yourself and pull it off without a hitch.

Also. Half of the people who say that they don't care about what others think of them are full of **** and down a quart. They care. They just don't want to come off as being too sensitive and admit that it hurts when they get cut. Often times, when someone either calls you an ******* or goes around telling others bad things about you it usually means one of two things:

1. They're an ******* themselves

2. It's an indicator that you need to correct a few things about yourself. Sometimes receiving the help you need is a bitter pill to swallow, but an essential one.

When I first started playing chess, I was improving fast and due to my age at the time(15) and just who I was at the time, became real arrogant and mouthy to boot. I honestly thought that I was the "Mighty Jason". Grandmaster bound player who all the other players admired and liked. I couldn't have been more wrong.

All that accomplished was other players better than I crushing me game after game and acting like the prick I was being. Laughing at me while hammering me over the board every damn day until I finally started eating my humble pie. Often times I would cry myself to sleep after being so wrong and so humiliated over the board.

The point I'm making with this story is that we all have things to correct about ourselves in life, no matter how awesome we like to think we are because it makes us feel more comfortable, we all can improve. Even though being yourself is the best policy, it still comes with pitfalls. No matter how much we try to avoid or ignore them.

Tim McGraw is a successful, wealthy, handsome, and extremely talented artist with a wife who is quite possibly, one of the prettiest women on the planet. He has it all, except that currently he is struggling with alcohol. With all of his accomplishments and talent, he is still human and needs to correct things in his life.

Your effort to analyse and better yourself is a noble one. You will be doing it the rest of your life, so make the best of it for you and those who surround you whether it's irl or on a damn computer. Some of the smallest improvements and adjustments you make in life can have the biggest payoffs.

 

[ladyforsaken]

All the world needs is a little patience.

+1
And that would make this world a better place to live in.

Indeed, i did not at all expect you to understand. That's not something you do an awful lot. I do agree with the part that i need to mature up though, but that's pretty much it.

Understand? Sorry, Rosebolt, but I just don't have patience for adolescent behaviour.

:\
We were all adolescents once.. I'd think that would allow us to have some form of understanding of what other adolescents go through. But then again, we all grow up differently, we all learned different values at different degrees.

 

[Rosebolt]

Regardless of the way you went about it.....

I agree. The way i went about it was not the best, but if it was, then there was nothing to improve anyway, don't you agree?

Yeah, i know that second thing, needing help can be tough to accept. I experienced that a couple of days ago on here as well, with Poguesy then. But it did help and change me, and i'm still very grateful for that to him. That's one example then, but i get what you mean indeed. Thank you alot, as well, LK.

Understand? Sorry, Rosebolt, but I just don't have patience for adolescent behaviour.

If that were true you probably wouldn't have responded to this thread in the first place. That would probably have been a better choice, don't you agree?

But then i'm immature for trying and succeeding to change myself for the better. You must be truly enlightened to have gotten past that.

You amuse me. Please, sir, **** off.

 

[Poguesy]

Understand? Sorry, Rosebolt, but I just don't have patience for adolescent behaviour.

You amuse me. Please, sir, **** off.

That's the spirit

 

[LoneKiller]

Regardless of the way you went about it.....

I agree. The way i went about it was not the best, but if it was, then there was nothing to improve anyway, don't you agree?

Yeah, i know that second thing, needing help can be tough to accept. I experienced that a couple of days ago on here as well, with Poguesy then. But it did help and change me, and i'm still very grateful for that to him. That's one example then, but i get what you mean indeed. Thank you alot, as well, LK.

Understand? Sorry, Rosebolt, but I just don't have patience for adolescent behaviour.

If that were true you probably wouldn't have responded to this thread in the first place. That would probably have been a better choice, don't you agree?

But then i'm immature for trying and succeeding to change myself for the better. You must be truly enlightened to have gotten past that.

You amuse me. Please, sir, **** off.

I hear you. Humans can always improve in
some way. A good example would be some athletes. In the NBA for example. MJ, Shaq, Kobe Bryant, and LeBron James. They started off awesome but not at their best. After a few years, they began to improve their skills and mature into better players, thus improving in points totals, assists, etc. Improvement is in all of us however little. Never give up trying to improve. There is always room to do so.

 

[Scotsman]

Be yourself. End of discussion.

 

[9006]

All the world needs is a little patience.

Who's questioning that?

If that were true you probably wouldn't have responded to this thread in the first place. That would probably have been a better choice, don't you agree?

But then i'm immature for trying and succeeding to change myself for the better. You must be truly enlightened to have gotten past that.

You amuse me. Please, sir, **** off.

I've changed my mind - pre-adolescent behaviour with that comment.

I amuse you? Well you bore me. Take you're own advice an "**** off".

I'm done with this.

 

[LoneKiller]

**** me. **** you. **** him. **** politicians, **** his dog Rex. Who gives a ****?

 

[Poguesy]

All the world needs is a little patience.

Who's questioning that?

I didn't say anyone was questioning anything.

I made a statement.

 

[lonelyfairy]

Be yourself. End of discussion.

This. I agree what others have said, I don't have much to add but I think it was very brave what you did. Take care.

 

[Bei]

I pretty much have the same thing to say as fairy.

I've met people before who have done this type of thing before and it's very rare that they ever all on their own come out and admit it.

It's a really great sign that you aren't as bad as you think by doing this. Give yourself a break.

 

[LeaningIntoTheMuse]

Speaking as someone who has made a hell of a lot of posts I would love to delete (seriously, just go through my search history), I can emphasize. It seems like I came here to vent and show the worst parts of my own personality, and became a better person for it...and made friends.

I'd love to take a nuke button to at least a thousand posts from my post history, but of course I can't. All I can do is try to be a better person, and say that I've changed, because I have.

Rosebolt, you did it backwards. You threw all of your terrible posts into a separate account, instead of polluting your main one. I can understand how that would be attractive, but I can tell you that, speaking as someone who has been actively hated on here because of stupid stuff I've said, if people really do like you, they will forgive stupid stuff. It's just words. If the forum crashed tomorrow, all those words would be gone, so it's not like it's forever.