MentatsGhoul
Well-known member
This is something I wish I could say to someone very important to me
It scares me how much I've started depend on you, and it's unfair to both of us. I know I'm important to you too, you've said multiple times that you probably wouldn't be around if it wasn't for me, and the same goes to you. But now that you're busy with all that crap you have to go through... I miss you. A couple of messages every now and again, conversations that aren't long enough to actually get going, they just aren't enough. You're my only friend and I love you, but I just wish you told me what was going on, because I get paranoid you don't really want to talk to me. I know I need to meet more people, but I just wish I had your support again to help me accomplish that. And the worst part is, I can never tell you any of this, because you're the strongest damn girl I know, considering all the **** you've been through and still go through, so the last thing I want to do is burden you further by being honest about how ******* far gone I actually am, and I don't want to push you away by acting clingy or entitled to your attention, because you've taken enough crap from people. But I still sometimes wish you could be here for me more, because I'm selfish.
It scares me how much I've started depend on you, and it's unfair to both of us. I know I'm important to you too, you've said multiple times that you probably wouldn't be around if it wasn't for me, and the same goes to you. But now that you're busy with all that crap you have to go through... I miss you. A couple of messages every now and again, conversations that aren't long enough to actually get going, they just aren't enough. You're my only friend and I love you, but I just wish you told me what was going on, because I get paranoid you don't really want to talk to me. I know I need to meet more people, but I just wish I had your support again to help me accomplish that. And the worst part is, I can never tell you any of this, because you're the strongest damn girl I know, considering all the **** you've been through and still go through, so the last thing I want to do is burden you further by being honest about how ******* far gone I actually am, and I don't want to push you away by acting clingy or entitled to your attention, because you've taken enough crap from people. But I still sometimes wish you could be here for me more, because I'm selfish.