Reasons

[Adamridge79]

I double post...I think an upgrade of loneliness should be taken into effect

 

[Adamridge79]

Oh...and eh

 

[Adamridge79]

This one is so fun. I forgot what I am. So, I was, what I guess is considered a troll here, well, trolled. Two fake names doubled down on a reply I made to someone in need. Screenshot, laughter at the audacity, but the posts don't go away. Call them out, verbatim, and nothing. I don't know who I pissed off that grandly, but be smarter. Oh, and to envelope 'toxic masculinity'....grow a pair *****' . Disagree with me text to text. Don't be that sad.

 

[Adamridge79]

People fluctuate...I'm guilty of it. I don't have more.

 

[roses4all]

people fluctuate
sometimes there is beauty in that

 

[Adamridge79]

I hope this works itself out

 

[roses4all]

As I'm still rather new here, I notice names and avatars, and though I'm sure I'll figure out the latter in due time, I'm curious as to the motivation behind your chosen name

There was a time in my life when I was going through a lot of crap. I decided I should have something nice... so I chose Roses4me. Then I decided that everyone should have something nice.... so now we have it... Roses for all

 

[Adamridge79]

You are...damn awesome

 

[roses4all]

ah shucks
and thank you

 

[Adamridge79]

Regrets...we all have them. If they become a lot to face, how do you? Do you fight and hope? Or just curl up? I'm going to fight like he'll to face it. I think I found a reason to fight. We'll see

 

[Adamridge79]

Eh....I give less than 2 ***** and a ****

 

[Adamridge79]

So, more lucidity in this post, probably. Maybe. Routine. Most of us have some sort of routine, keeps thing level, predictable. Obviously there are times when life gives you a quick ***** slap, and you have to roll with it. And some people do just revel in chaos. To each their own. But trying to disrupt my personal routine intentionally, is pretty hard. I've lived the last 3 years doing the same thing on the same days. There is some give naturally, traffic or weather or work goes long, so general times can fluctuate. But it's the order of things that is important. I don't have OCD, so if something changes, I'll adapt. But the vast majority of times it's the same. So I wonder if others have this lifestyle and what they think of it. Is it comforting, or do you feel trapped, a slave to your own routine? I like it, but at the same time, maybe I do need to disrupt it. I've found I'm able to live a life of order, since I was a lover of chaos for a number of years, but that didn't work so well in the end. I'm sure changing it up a little can be healthy, so maybe that's the option.

 

[roses4all]

I've read that taking a different way to work is good for you. I tried to find the article... I came up with this one...
https://blogs.windows.com/devices/2014/03/18/taking-different-route-work-make-innovative/

 

[Adamridge79]

So here's a fun one. Vulnerability. Is there a time when you think, sure. And, after that does it backfire? I mean I have. But at what point does it feel like, '**** it, can it be worse?' And do you dive in head first, or do you slowly wade in? I, personally tried to dive into the shallow end. I don't believe I'll be disabled, but life is like that.

 

[Colster]

I picked it due to the fizzy effervescent nature, and ad free content.

 

[Adamridge79]

I..have nothing...eh, all flames extinguish
..

 

[roses4all]

I..have nothing...eh, all flames extinguish
..

released from the flames
peace and calm
enjoy

 

[Adamridge79]

Have you willingly tried to better yourself in ways that you think will be midly difficult, but really expose more emotions you thought were dormant? I just found out this all week exercise is going to really **** my **** up. I don't know if I can cry this often. But. I also don't know if I can still remain me. **** you ****** up brain.

 

[Adamridge79]

Don't...effort,don't

 

[Adamridge79]

Trust your gut