So, i want to make it short, but i dont think i will do it becuase i want to talk to you people about this, so it will get long.
Two weeks ago, a co worker of mine approached to me and he started talking to me and stuff and flirting with me and i was lost well i am lost on what to do still. So the next day he gave me his phone number and he told me something really weird and nice he told me "it wont matter at what time you call me, i'll always be there for you, promise me you'll call, ok?" and i said yes sure.
But im talking about a person that have never talked to me before, i was surprised when he approached me to me, becuase i tired to say hi several times becuase i have this "secret crush" on him for a while, but he never really never looked me way. I didnt even knew he knew my name you know, and all of us sudden i have him all over me.
I see him everywhere, i went to buy my daughter's school supplies and he was there, i went to the bank today and he was there, i bought a coffee this weekend and he was there. Time is practically screaming in my face"TAKE HIM" i haven't called him, he calls me.
I'm constantly getting compliments from him, "you look pretty" which of course makes me go as red as a tomatoe and it's embarassing not to mention that uncomfortable. The man is seriously handsome, he's single, smart, wonderful, etc.
People are alwasys telling me "wow you're really dumb, accept him", and i want to accept him but i think.
What if this is justa cruel game? What if he's just playing with my feelings becuase, i tried to approach him and he will just smile slighlty and go his way. And im scared, not scared im more than scared, i dont want to get hurt again. I seriouslt dont want to, i dont know what i will do if this ends up beinga joke or something.
My daughter is obsessed with the him know, becuase when i was getting her school supplies as i said before he was there and he came up to me and my daughter, she knows becuase she's one smart little baby, she even teases me about it like "mommy you like HIM!!!" like all the time and she told the lady that takes care of her"mommy has a boyfriend so that means i'l have a daddy" and she gets all excited about it. He gave me a little bracelet for my daughter, and one darn beautiful bigger one for me, which i'm giving back to him.
I was feeling horrible yesterday, sadness came into me just like that, and he called and i felt like as if i were flying and it's scary....
woof i got it out of my system, so im here scared of love, tell me it's all right.
Two weeks ago, a co worker of mine approached to me and he started talking to me and stuff and flirting with me and i was lost well i am lost on what to do still. So the next day he gave me his phone number and he told me something really weird and nice he told me "it wont matter at what time you call me, i'll always be there for you, promise me you'll call, ok?" and i said yes sure.
But im talking about a person that have never talked to me before, i was surprised when he approached me to me, becuase i tired to say hi several times becuase i have this "secret crush" on him for a while, but he never really never looked me way. I didnt even knew he knew my name you know, and all of us sudden i have him all over me.
I see him everywhere, i went to buy my daughter's school supplies and he was there, i went to the bank today and he was there, i bought a coffee this weekend and he was there. Time is practically screaming in my face"TAKE HIM" i haven't called him, he calls me.
I'm constantly getting compliments from him, "you look pretty" which of course makes me go as red as a tomatoe and it's embarassing not to mention that uncomfortable. The man is seriously handsome, he's single, smart, wonderful, etc.
People are alwasys telling me "wow you're really dumb, accept him", and i want to accept him but i think.
What if this is justa cruel game? What if he's just playing with my feelings becuase, i tried to approach him and he will just smile slighlty and go his way. And im scared, not scared im more than scared, i dont want to get hurt again. I seriouslt dont want to, i dont know what i will do if this ends up beinga joke or something.
My daughter is obsessed with the him know, becuase when i was getting her school supplies as i said before he was there and he came up to me and my daughter, she knows becuase she's one smart little baby, she even teases me about it like "mommy you like HIM!!!" like all the time and she told the lady that takes care of her"mommy has a boyfriend so that means i'l have a daddy" and she gets all excited about it. He gave me a little bracelet for my daughter, and one darn beautiful bigger one for me, which i'm giving back to him.
I was feeling horrible yesterday, sadness came into me just like that, and he called and i felt like as if i were flying and it's scary....
woof i got it out of my system, so im here scared of love, tell me it's all right.
