Unskewing my View of Relationships

[Lonesome Crow]

when Youre. getting it....whether it be money, love, sex , attentions etc etc.
Hosnestly....youre not going to complain.
Its not that fucken complicated.

When your not gettimg...youll complain.
Youll make up reasons, ideas and excuses.
And whatever the **** wrong ways peope are
Going aboit getting it.

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Some pepple take higher risk than others...

The biggest mistaje youll make is not to take
Any risk at all.
Nothing is garantee....
Youre garantee nothing if you dont do nothing.
The rest of it are just ******** spinning in your head
While you do nothing.

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Lonliness is just as painful....
youre not excluded or examp from pain just
Becuase you try to play it safe.

 

[AFrozenSoul]

:/.... Won't this thread die?

 

[Lonesome Crow]

No......
Becuase its the same old **** with a differnt flavor.
Ive even posted mother fucken titays and *** shots
Of some of my EXs.
And ive posted pics of me squeezing them ****ies.
Btw, SHE ook some of those pics or allow me to.
I even have vedios....put thats for my private enjoymentm

1, I m 45.
2, Im asain ( lots of hatred still in the south)
3, ive only dated pretty or model types looking women.
4, 90% of the women asked me out or make themselves
Avaliable to me.
5, my heart had been glued back and duct taped.
6, I slept in my mother fucken car this year.

RICH, POOR, SAD, HAPPY, NICE, MEAN, GOD, NO GOD
THERES AKWAYS WOMEN IN MY LIFE.

EVEN IN THE CHAT ROOM....A COUPLE OF YRS AGO.
A CHICK MADE IT KNOWN TO EVERYONE I WAS HER
BF.LOL......I RULE MOTHER FUCKEN CYBER SPACE TOO.
IT WAS LIKE...SHE ASKED WHO THE HELL ROCKET WAS..
AND STRAIGHT UP TOLD ME SHE WANTED ME....

But it wasnt a surprise or shock to me becuase in real life...
Ive set by myself minding my own bussiness and women would
Approach me and tell me straight up what they want...

At the sometime.... i know when i love someone.
Ive gone through so much **** just to be with Renae.
I know she loves me inspite of all the ******** she puts me through.
What kind of traits or behaviors are we dking when were just
Holding each other?....
No traits...No habits..
Just two people thats loves each other very much...inspite
of ourselves. Our lives are perfect...but our love remains.
Im greatful i have that. Against all odds we have that.

 

[AFrozenSoul]

Good for you, now let the thread die because it serves no purpose anymore since I no longer beleive that my views are wrong.

 

[VanillaCreme]

You can't stop anyone from posting in any thread. Just because you may not benefit from it, doesn't mean someone else won't. Selfishness is never a good thing.

 

[AFrozenSoul]

Problem is that I am the only person on this thread with my views skewed this direction. So that makes this thread worthless.

 

[Lonesome Crow]

So, your telling me.
Anything that you dont agree with is worthless?

Do you know why fucken shirnks
Show abstract pictures to mental patients?

Its to get them to see things differently.

It has nothing to do with right or wrong.
Its to open up there fucken mind.

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If you don't see things differently..youre not
Going to think differently.
If you don't think differently youre not going
To live differently.
More than just doing the same **** over and over
Again..
Youll solve problems in the old ways.
Even if something different or new came into your life,
Youll turn that new thing into the same old ****...

Its not about me being right or my way
Is the only way.

Its about the unlimited possibilities if you
Open your mind.


Somewhere along the line in my life...
Someone, somewhere told me...
KEEP AN OPENMIND.
BECAUSE IVE MADE MY OWN PRISON BEFORE

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Heres a new concept.
The world might jufge you by your psst record....
Its highly recommended that you don't judge
Yourself by yout past.
Its about changing.

Damn narcisis dont change.

You aint going to fucken die if you change.

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like...wtf

Youre not afraid of skaping Rams, vedio cards, sound cards or
run different software/ hardware on your pc.
To improve performance.
a new kick *** version of your PC.

But youre gonna flip out...when it cones to upgrading
Yourself to kick *** version of yourself.

 

[Lonesome Crow]

if you were running some **** up software or
Glitches in the programming on your pc...

You would make corrective actions by reprogramming
, up date the software or even run an entirely new software...
Wouldn't ya????

 

[AFrozenSoul]

@Lonesome Crow: No I am telling you that I am not on the right spectrum to have this thread have any applicable use to others. I am sure you can see it too. The people on this forum run around crying about how they want to be loved. How they want that someone who will understand them and love them and all that garbage. On the other hand, if you read the first post, I was asking how I can stop equating relationships with sex. Plain and simple, not I want love. While this thread could be applicable to others and probably is. The fact that I mention sex instantly voids any credibility the thread has. After all, no one on here wants to have sex. That is just something that happens.

If something works, why fix it? That is my question. I get a result from my own logic. So why bother trying something new? Regardless of the result. In the end a conclusion is reached so I do not have to care about much other than that right? You can tell me to open my mind all you want, but at the end of the day. If I open my mind to something I find to be stupid or pointless. I become stupid and/.or pointless and I fall right back into my same hole. So why even bother?

Your computer analogy sucks to be honest. I cannot afford to make these upgrades. This is a problem, the problem with the world is that there is a cost to everything. Yes I can steal what I need. However, if I get caught I will have to pay. Or I can just pay right now and be done with it. Either way there is a cost. If I cannot afford the cost how am I supposed to benefit from it? Yes you can get some of that stuff for free. However, that does not mean you will get a real upgrade. You might gain something. However, if it has been proven the paid version is better then I will always be secondary.

You ask if there are problems on my computer what I would do. Well I just live with them. Sometimes the problems are annoying. However, if I cannot replace the software and there are no patches forth coming. I am left with one of two choices. I either just give up or I live with it. Right now I am just living with it until my cat dies.

 

[Lonesome Crow]

What's wrong with sex?
If yout mama didnt have sex you wouldn't be here.

Theres babies being borned every sec.
So people are akways *******.

I love sex.

Whats so stupid about a relationship with lots of sex?
Theres plenty of other stuff in a relationship too..
But whats so stupid about good fuckimg?

Yes, you can have a loving relationships with
A fucken goldfish too...

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K, poeple might have 3 or 10 kids in a family....
I serious doupt poeple **** to only have babies.

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If it was working for you....you wouldn't had started
The thread to begin with.

Like most friendzone dudes have that secret
Of wanting to bang that chick and not beimg
Honest or have the balls to bang her or ask if
They can bang her upfront....
They invested time and energy into something
That they wernt going to get any results on...

But they ***** and moan about other guys
getting ***** all the time...or baning that chick.
Obviousely that dude is akways a ******* when
Shes pissef off at him.

Will, shes a ***** when she pisses him off too.

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If it was working for you....you wouldn't had started
The thread to begin with.

Like most friendzone dudes have that secret
Of wanting to bang that chick and not beimg
Honest or have the balls to bang her or ask if
They can bang her upfront....
They invested time and energy into something
That they wernt going to get any results on...

But they ***** and moan about other guys
getting ***** all the time...or baning that chick.
Obviousely that dude is akways a ******* when
Shes pissef off at him.

Will, shes a ***** when she pisses him off too.

 

[LeaningIntoTheMuse]

Speaking as an IT person, you don't necessarily have to be rich to make a computer upgrade. It is a horrible analogy.

But giving up is not the solution, either. I could give up, and just say that I will always have panic attacks. Or I could increase my meds, increase my exposure to people, and try my best to cope with the panic attacks...so that I can be social.

It really is up to you how happy you are. You can be happy alone, but only if that's what you want. If that's not what you want, pretending that it is will never make you happy.

 

[AFrozenSoul]

@Lonesome Crow: My point is that is all I want. None of this loving person who will share my soul BS. Nothing wrong with a relationship with lots of sex. However, those do not exist unless you can make the girl like it. When you lack size and/or skill well guess what they don't come begging back.

As for my mom, I know that if I could go back in time and prevent my birth I would. Whether it be pushing her down the stairs, taking a bat to her stomach. Killing her if I must. I would do everything in my power to prevent my birth.

I have never actually been put in the friend zone. I do not even get the potential for a look. Well that is unless the girl things she can get a free drink out of it.

@LeaningIntoTheMuse: Actually you know the computer analogy is REALLY good if you think about it. If you want a real powerful computer that can play games at high settings. You have to shell out the cash. I mean I have never paid any less than $1000 for any PC I built. Because I buy as close to top of the line as I can. However, what most people on this forum seem to want to only build a computer to surf the net. They go out and buy that ****** HP that comes with a desktop i3... you know 1 gig of ram if you are lucky, and an on board video card. With me I do research, find a good motherboard, determine the best combination of video card and processor and make sure I can fit plenty of HDDs in there. My computers are tanks, not laptops put in desktop towers. So really it is a very good analogy.

I have not been happy for decades so just being miserable is the norm. So that is why I give up. The only pleasure I get out of life is knowing that before I kill myself I might get the chance to kick some girl out while she is trying to get free meals out of me by deciding she might as well get some in the process.

 

[Lonesome Crow]

 

[LeaningIntoTheMuse]

Okay, well, then there is the idea of whether or not you are setting too high of a standard for yourself.

Building muscles, getting fit, getting contacts...whatever, are wonderful. If that is what you identify with.

However, if you identify with being skinny, wearing glasses, and having long hair, like myself, doing something like that would just make you miserable. No girl likes a miserable guy, even if he is attractive!

You have to decide whether you'd be comfortable eating a steak, or a Big Mac meal. And if it is the Big Mac meal, then go for girls that fit that ideal.

 

[Lonesome Crow]

e.

 

[AFrozenSoul]

@LeaningIntoTheMuse: Indeed, you set your standards. Personally I find stake to be more satisfying than a cheap big mac. Yeah I can afford more Big Macs. However, the few steaks I can afford are infinitely better than the big mac.

 

[Lonesome Crow]

Well....at the moment your not getting hamburger, steak or fish tocos.
Still window shopping.

It nevered occur to you theres different types
And cut of steaks.....served in differnt ways.
I like mine mrddum rare with flames on it.
Hot N Juicy

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Sometimes. Ill attend a fine buffet. With plenty
Of fine quality dinning..All i can eat. Eat whatever
I wanna eat and leave the rest. In fine dimning
Settings with great service. I aint a cheap skate
So ill leave a nice big tip...cuase i get to pick
Out whatever kick *** sweet dessert too.

Its relatively the same price as a super size happy
meal. LoL

 

[AFrozenSoul]

True enough, however, steak is always put in higher regard than ground beef.

 

[LeaningIntoTheMuse]

At this point, I would settle for a Big Mac.

 

[kamya]

Get me a mcdouble.