I'm trying to go back to sleep. As usual, I am in a state that involves this ****** mixture of stress and despair, and trying to cheer myself up and feel optimistic about things.
Causing my self pain by sitting in an awkward postition that hurts my neck while listening to bands I haven't even heard of before and pretending to be paying attention in multiple chat rooms and maybe some other things that I probably almost definitely forgot because I'm not paying attention right now >_<