I apologise to you all for anything I said that has given offence. It feels odd having to apologise for my drunken self. I drink. It gets me through. I'm not angry at all at anyone here. I haven't forgotten the kindness shown to me here. I don't know what I'm angry about. Actually this is a wake up call. I think I'll go say hello to my doctor. Please don't reply to this because I just don't really know how to talk to people any more. Once again, I'm sorry. And, Callie, thank you for pulling me up on my behaviour. You're absolutely right.