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I'm thinking, what would happen if I woke up one morning and found that I had been transformed into a giant cockroach in my sleep?
 
Qui said:
I'm thinking, what would happen if I woke up one morning and found that I had been transformed into a giant cockroach in my sleep?


Then i would think that it would be time to stop reading Kafka.
 
I wish I was dead. And I don't even know why. I feel so empty.
 
I'm sorry Qui. Not a good feeling at all.
 
man i know that feeling it sucks, give it some time, and you'll feel a little better

*hugs*
 
I'm thinking I'm not sure what I'll do without my ping pong friend, he was the only person i talked to at college besides my former roommate and now he won't be there, he goes to a different college now, this semester will be the loneliest time of my life I have a feeling...

I'm shaking, I'm not sure if it's cause I'm sad or really hungry:(
 
I'm much happier now. I'm thinking it's because I'm such a hormonal hurricane. I had a low, now I'm up. Bleah. Hormones suck.
 
I'm thinking why am i lonely

my interests and my personality don't align, when ever I'm introduced a new group of people that i've never met before i always click with the marching band and orchastra and those people. All my friends have always been into marching band, and acting, and doing those school muscials. I love them and we always had fun when we would hang out, we always had tons to talk about. But i don't like going out for school plays, or marching band. I like running, sometimes tennis and soccer. I want to go out for soccer again i really miss it, even I've always sucked at it. I remeber in Freshman and sophmore year i went out for the schools speech team because they made me, and i only made it into improv, but i had a lot of fun witht that. But the next year none of my friends decided to go out for improv, i still got to hang with them on the speech trips and stuff. But anyways i really wanted someone to go out for soccer with me, becuase i can never make friends on sports team. I never have anything to talk to them with, i just don't clickl with them. I've been on cross country for three years and i've yet to make a friend, the only thing we have in common to talk about is running and that subject gets pretty old pretty fast. Whenever i try to join in with a conversation i just end up looking like a complete idoit, so i just keep to myself. At meets when i'm not running i just read a book or do homework. And i see them talking and having the time of their lives, while my friends are doing the exact same thing at band camp without me. They get to spend all te time with each other doing those activities while I'm the third wheel that catches up with them afterwards as they talk about this one time at band camp. Anyways i really wanted someone to go out for soccer with me so i could have a friend with me. But no one wanted to, they are not very atheltic. *sighs* maybe ten years from now they'll be fat, and maybe I'll be able to take some devious solace in that.


Sure i love playing videogames and occasionally doing nothing, but thats all we ever do when we hang out, I've spend many summers with them in dark basements doing that. I'm a freak in a semi-normal person's body. (i'm not saying marching band people are freaks, but most of them have taken that as a compliment)

I just wish i had a friend that i could do stuff with like go bikking with and go out for cross country with, because people always get so close when they do those kinds of activities with, I've never been anyones best friend. *sigh* I'm a melodramtic egghead, I'm cling and I'm needy.

*sighs*
 
*sighs*

I have a very annoying habit of falling out of my swimsuit top. I hate it. I really need to get a better swimsuit. And... I probably shouldn't wear a bikini next time I go boogie boarding. :p
 
*giggles*

maybe you just need some duct tape

lol XD

and i have very itchy bug bite on my foot :(
 
I'm thinking if my ex roommate wants to find me online and fight me in battle for middle earth with my friend then I will not go easy on him, I will destroy him even if he's on our team I will still find a way to destroy him, not talk to me for 3 months and see if i still am in the mood to be friendly >:l
 
I'm thinking what I'm going to do in the next couple of hours, just getting bored. The Olymics ceremony is on right now and I think it's not worth watching, would watch dvd's but alas there's not any good ones coming out. Brought Saw home and gee was that freaky couldn't get past the first 5 minutes, my Dad was definately unimpressed, he hates those kind of things.
 
evanescencefan91 said:
kick his butt nevermore!

I lit a fire by his base and it burned up a lot of his stuff, so haha to him lol

I'm thinking that my head hurts and I'm really lazy
 
I'm thinking yum a 32oz bottle of vitamin water, hello gorgeous :D

and dancing unicorns are sooo cute i just love them

:D
 
Why I'm I here? Why I'm I alive? What's the point of it all?

(By the way, I'm in no way suicidal whatsoever, just thinking randomly)
 

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