Phaedron said:
AFrozenSoul said:
@Lonesome Crow: When all girls see are other white guys. It makes the non-white ones stand out more and makes them more attractive because they are different.[/b]
Well, by that logic I should be able to get lucky If I tint my skin green. lol. Give ya the hulk or an orc warlord, her choice.
Somehow I don't think thats the reason your lady friends are "going black"
I believe at some level getting picked on at school and having an
abusive father made me tough in a way.
I'm not really a violent person. Instintively Im peaceful , nice
and play by the rules.
But after a while it became like an unfair boxing match.
I got tired of getting hitted below the belt.
Eventaully I threw some wild punches myself...knowing I'll get
penalized. But I have to stand up for myself.
I also believe the girls I meet see that in me.
I might be rough on the edges but deep down inside Im
really peacful.
At the sametime I also have to learn how to be my own person.
At some level or by default I became more independent.
I believe women see this in me beyound just me being
a sort of outcast or a lone wolf.
I also believe being forbidden love also plays a role.
While the negativities still continue to haunt me today.
As years go by Ive learn to dispursted them. Or not run
with those negative thoughts in my head as much.
There's not just one silver bullet that defines me as a person
or why certain women are attracted to me.
All the women Ive been with say Im handsome, cute , sexy..ect
They all also say I can be the nicest loving guy or person theyve met.
And if anyone of them hadgotten into relationships with me...
eventaully they'll also say...I can be a major prick when I get
angery.
When it comes to women and relationships...I dont always make wise decisions.
More often than not. I follow my heart or my emotions.
I dont always wear my heart on my sleeves.
Especifically with Sassy. My heart wasnt on my sleeve after what we gone through in our past.
I open my heart up to her again. I bared all my souls to her. I was willing to believe and turst her
again. It was a risk I had to take. I love her. Thats what my heart tells me. I love her.
No matter how much pains or hurted I ve experinced.
Im not closing my heart. I remain open to her, to life, to love.