What Was....letting go of him.

[Naleena]

For those who can relate to being left behind without closure.



He passed from me as one who might pass from life into death. What was once impassioned and promising has slipped away into something I find more familiar and less agreeable. There was little warning from him; only distance and now his utter silence. I would forgive him, but there is really nothing to forgive because I never asked him for anything. He made some promises that he won't be keeping now. I do not hold resentment, for at the time, I believe he really meant them. I wish him happiness and love, even if that means without me. I am a better person for having known him and in some ways, I am more guarded. I just want to get through this so I don't feel so sad. I don't like this limbo or the fact that as much as I try to run from it and stay busy, it still creeps up. Writing, I hope, will sooth the ghost of of what was. Go away now, ghost. You have made your presence known and I have sat here with you listening. Leave me be for today, for I am tired and my heart hurts too much.

 

[BrokenInside]

*hug*

 

[BlossomedInShadows]

Been there, done that. :/