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Taiga Colt

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When I'm with you I'm not alone.
Every word left her lips sweetly.
savoured and floating,
light falling from the moon.

erm.. cheers for that captain obvious
careful to keep his words blunt,
conscious not to cut her,
allowing him into her world,
from his she took the colour.

leaving only black and white
because the world was wrong
if she wasn't alright
simple

quiet he kept
and in the silence of her sleep he wept
warm search parties trying to find him answers
never returning when they left

knelt beside her innocence he prayed for the words
syllables with the substance to fill the cracks in her broken heart
the right way to express his love for the sum
of her various broken parts

but no one ever gave him these words
so he lay beside her and in his dreams her fought demons
just to keep them out of hers

she woke with the fairies songs
unaware of his struggles
and didnt push him to speak as she tended to his wounds
then they sat alone, together in their four cornered room.

in their world of light, dark and crimson rivers
of burning cigarettes, sweet coffee and tears
difficult translations of english to english and fear
they held eachother
watching the earth swallow the sun
she inhaled their worlds stillness and exhaled hope from her lungs

What would you do if I died,
she said without flinching
I'd follow you ,
He replied without thinking
then I'll have to live forever

She kissed him deeply, without passion but full of love
explaining to him the real truth of their world
sometimes you need words at all when they wouldn't be enough
a goddess she breathed life and spread salvation with her touch
and for the first time two broken people slept in one bed. Deeply.

no angellic singing woke her this morning
smiling beside him she didn't stir
the scent of stale smoke was gone
replaced with a sweet perfume
he awoke to find that flowers of every colour filled the room

never could a sight so beautiful feel so ominous
he ripped the covers from the bed
his heart beat like the hammer that panicked inside his head
bowing beside his princess broken, straining to hear her breath

a smile still adorned her face
her expression beautifully content
the dirt beneath her fingernails betrayed the paradise she had built for them
he found no pulse in her wrist but a message scrawled in pen

'When Im with you I'm not alone'

But it made less sense now than even then

he wouldn't understand until he left that paradise her tomb,
crying oceans and vomiting all the words he previously couldn't find outside the room,
When his eyes stopped stinging he looked around and wasn't on his own
but for first time he truly felt alone

Thankyou
 

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