TheRealCallie said:
I'm not sure why are you being allowed to continue with these these very disturbing posts, but for the sake of everyone here, I really hope it ends soon. Please, get yourself the help you need.
I'm thinking that either he's a troll trying to get himself banned, a previous banned troll/member trolling yet again on an alternative account, or that he's a very confused kid that probably needs some sorting out before he accidentally gets himself hospitalized, jailed, or killed out in the real world somewhere instead of just banned and reprimanded repeatedly on the internet. I'm not sure which or why or what, but I DO know that this is enough of a ****-show that if I could make a giant bowl of popcorn, a cooler of beer, and a lawn chair for everyone else here of age, I probably would because I'm so incredibly confused by his posts now that I'm not sure what direction or why (or where, for that matter) he's trying to go but: I'm starting not to care.
Me being completely blatantly honest in this post will probably warrant some kind of a reprimand somewhere for basically being a *******, but some things are honestly just worth it and my level of bewilderment is telling me that
now it's worth it. To some degree, I can
sort of understand his posts? But, that's because I too was once younger and full of anger and didn't know **** about **** about how the world around me works. Thankfully, life beat that out of me years ago though and I'm much more calm and in control of myself. I can breathe, you know? I can think. It's a very healthy feeling. When I was younger, I used to be so scared of growing older but...honestly? The clarity that I eventually achieved, I wouldn't trade it for the world, now. And I hope bearcat eventually achieves that clarity just as I do with everyone else. So, I don't know what this guy's problem is, but I hope he finds peace for himself along the way.
