My girlfriend was exactly what I needed from life. A shoulder to cry on, love, and assurance that things will be ok. She then thought it was okay to tell me that she had planned on going back to her ex the whole time. My dreams were shattered. I saw so many lies. She never loved me. She never wanted to be in my future. When I asked her why she did this, apparently it was so SHE could feel happy until she could se her ex again. Good to know that my emotions don't matter, because men have to be made of steel apparently. She just dated me until she was bored, and tossed me aside like a broken toy. Now, my depression and trust issues are worse. Fast forward many cuts and a broken noose later, and I still feel as lonely and useless as I had that day. It's been 4 months. I know she showed her true colors as toxic, and I should feel like I dodged a bullet, but for some reason I can't let go. How can I move on from this? How can I be happy, at least for a little while?
Sorry for giving you my life story.
Sorry for giving you my life story.