DarkMark78
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I am writing this while drunk, granted, which is maybe something I shouldn't do, But I've found in my life that there are a very limited amount of women who are right for me.
I don't consider myself 'normal', I think I have had many experiences that most wouldn't identify with. It feels like I need to be somebody else but I know I don't. I just come with a selection of internal issues born from past experiences/phases of life that seem to lead me away from being with someone. This is very tough I think for a man because I find women like the easy option! They need something to 'flow' and I get out of flow because of unconscious issues which makes me seem something different to what I really am. Its like some kind of 'real personality' blockage!
I think most women who relate to me well tend to be in their 60's or something, and me being 35 doesn't mix so well!
SO, my question is, do different from the norm people go living lonely lives because they are not understood? Are relationships just for 'every day people full of glamour'?? Or do I just feel I am more different than normal when I'm not really!?? hmmmm I don't think so!! .. What is your opinion on the question?
I don't consider myself 'normal', I think I have had many experiences that most wouldn't identify with. It feels like I need to be somebody else but I know I don't. I just come with a selection of internal issues born from past experiences/phases of life that seem to lead me away from being with someone. This is very tough I think for a man because I find women like the easy option! They need something to 'flow' and I get out of flow because of unconscious issues which makes me seem something different to what I really am. Its like some kind of 'real personality' blockage!
I think most women who relate to me well tend to be in their 60's or something, and me being 35 doesn't mix so well!
SO, my question is, do different from the norm people go living lonely lives because they are not understood? Are relationships just for 'every day people full of glamour'?? Or do I just feel I am more different than normal when I'm not really!?? hmmmm I don't think so!! .. What is your opinion on the question?
