Totally disagree.
But I also totally understand unless you can experience it up close and personal.
I was Catholic but "on the fence" for the first 53 years of my life.
Well, also ironically, I think Cherub there has a finger somewhat on the source of the disconnect. On a personal and selfish level (I don't mean that lasy necessarily in a pejorative way, I'm not sure what word to put there, but where it touches nothing but your own life and comforta you in your own views and ego) the idea of God makes sense. Which is probably the way it was developed as. But on a planetary scale, it's crazy. Like really, if you have similar values.
I mean...stats have probably evolved since then, but on 2011, 14 kids died every minute. 14. Every MINUTE. That's 20 000 a day. Now, I don't really care if an adult dies to save each and every one of those kids instead, I can't commune that idea and an all loving god. God from the old Testament, yes. He was a douche who allegedly was after newborns, if there's any truth for the story.
Even the existence of all of you doesn't make sense. On this site. All the different stories. The hardships you all went through. Some of them are really, REALLY unfair and uncalled for. I'm supposed to believe in divine protection and everything being all right? I do so because I'm crazy. A masochist who doesn't want to give up. A moron who'll forgive those he hates just because he's not hateful.
But God? Or any form of heavenly power? That's a tough, bitter pill to swallow. Especially when I'm trying to tell sone of you you're not ugly, or not stupid, or loved, or wanted. Because at the very least, that supposedly divibe psychopath has made it so you DON'T. Though I might not agree with all of you, or respect some of you, or even think some of you are a few screws lose of a full engine at times lol, I WANT you to be happy.
If a divine power doesn't help me in that, him and me are going to have even more of a problem. Because I'm holding him accountable.