Tat_Tvam_Asi
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Hello,
My name is Michael, I'm 21 years old and would like to get a few things off my chest.
It'll probably be quite long, but hopefully someone will read it!
Eat, ****, Work, Sleep, Reproduce, Die.
After looking around and analyzing this life thing, it seems that out of nothingness, a self replicating DNA molecule appeared spontaneously and has been competing with itself ever since in order to pointlessly perpetuate itself... this has been going on for billions of years through evolution.
The DNA uses "you", a biological organism, programmed by nature to kill, consume and reproduce. We perpetuate this pointless cycle because we cannot override our own programming, and attach meaning and value to things where there is none.
We are like rats in a maze, foolishly chasing cheese and if one of the rats stopped for a minute and climbed up to the top of the maze they could see what was going on.
If one could rise above their ******** ego desires and deprogram themselves they would realise the absolute absurdity of this charade. A pointless meaningless existence with horrific suffering, where ego rules the roost.
I wouldn't even mind if the game was free, but it's not. It's extremely expensive, where millions of conscious beings experience unimaginable suffering for no good reason. Slaughterhouses, rape, murder, bullying, animals mauling each other, oppression, financial difficulties, health problems, birth defects, starvation, war, slavery, cancer etc.
We impose suffering on other sentient beings to feed ourselves to continue a pointless existence. We have yet to get off autopilot and realise we are nothing, going nowhere and thus we continue this pointless waste of energy as we are unable to break the spell of duality and step out of our "roles" and see beyond the veil of delusion.
There is no other mission here. It's just a bloodsport for no reason. It is nature eating itself to sustain itself. Animals mauling other animals. Like a snake eating its own tail. Not only in the physical biological game, but also mentally through ego games and other nonsensical strivings. From getting a "good" job and attaining a social status, acquiring more "things" so you can prop up your own ego, your own sense of self, whilst looking down on others less fortunate. Can't people see the massive elephant in the room? There is only one consciousness, experiencing itself through different biological organisms. Everyone is "you" , yet we treat others like **** due to our ignorance.
The only thing that is "driving" you is the built in competition inside of you. Your need, your ego, you're vanity. These are the things driving you. The fact that you see "victory" or "success" in seeing "dead bodies" or "losers" behind you as you climb to the "top" to satisfy your own cravings, vanity, ego and desires is the truth of your rotten being. There is no victory in this, it is a delusion in your head.
I'm extremely disturbed by life and find it hard to get much make sense of it all, it just seems like a grotesque and foolish dream. When you're intelligent, the game ceases to have play-ability. It's a game for dumb things, when you transcend your animal mind, you see it for what it is. A sick game, for dumb things.
Everyone my age is out at the weekend at nightclubs etc, and you just look around at a bunch of fleshy carcasses sticking their tongues down the other sex throat and it disgusts me. It disgusts me what we are. A vile an repulsive thing. I've been thinking about suicide, but there is no escaping this slaughterhouse. When the body dies, "you" return to nothingness, the place "you" were before you were born. But nothingness, being no-thing by definition doesn't exist, as when I die, life will still be here, there will still be more babies being born whether i'm here or not. Consciousness is still going to be here whether I die or not. Names will change, our faces will change, our bodies will change, but the pointless death and birth in this horrific nightmare of reality continues. When you realise you are not your ******** identity or ego, or personality, you realise that you are consciousness. And so you are everyone, and that means when you die, there again you will be, as another being, who knows where, who knows what, but you will be experiencing this horror for ever. A blood-sport for nothing, there's no escaping the game. What will the next roll of the dice be? There's no place for the game to go. The "winner" kills and eats the "loser", to gain enough energy to keep on killing and eating. A continuous cycle of pointlessness. Consuming for the sake of replicating a molecule. We're trapped.
My name is Michael, I'm 21 years old and would like to get a few things off my chest.
It'll probably be quite long, but hopefully someone will read it!
Eat, ****, Work, Sleep, Reproduce, Die.
After looking around and analyzing this life thing, it seems that out of nothingness, a self replicating DNA molecule appeared spontaneously and has been competing with itself ever since in order to pointlessly perpetuate itself... this has been going on for billions of years through evolution.
The DNA uses "you", a biological organism, programmed by nature to kill, consume and reproduce. We perpetuate this pointless cycle because we cannot override our own programming, and attach meaning and value to things where there is none.
We are like rats in a maze, foolishly chasing cheese and if one of the rats stopped for a minute and climbed up to the top of the maze they could see what was going on.
If one could rise above their ******** ego desires and deprogram themselves they would realise the absolute absurdity of this charade. A pointless meaningless existence with horrific suffering, where ego rules the roost.
I wouldn't even mind if the game was free, but it's not. It's extremely expensive, where millions of conscious beings experience unimaginable suffering for no good reason. Slaughterhouses, rape, murder, bullying, animals mauling each other, oppression, financial difficulties, health problems, birth defects, starvation, war, slavery, cancer etc.
We impose suffering on other sentient beings to feed ourselves to continue a pointless existence. We have yet to get off autopilot and realise we are nothing, going nowhere and thus we continue this pointless waste of energy as we are unable to break the spell of duality and step out of our "roles" and see beyond the veil of delusion.
There is no other mission here. It's just a bloodsport for no reason. It is nature eating itself to sustain itself. Animals mauling other animals. Like a snake eating its own tail. Not only in the physical biological game, but also mentally through ego games and other nonsensical strivings. From getting a "good" job and attaining a social status, acquiring more "things" so you can prop up your own ego, your own sense of self, whilst looking down on others less fortunate. Can't people see the massive elephant in the room? There is only one consciousness, experiencing itself through different biological organisms. Everyone is "you" , yet we treat others like **** due to our ignorance.
The only thing that is "driving" you is the built in competition inside of you. Your need, your ego, you're vanity. These are the things driving you. The fact that you see "victory" or "success" in seeing "dead bodies" or "losers" behind you as you climb to the "top" to satisfy your own cravings, vanity, ego and desires is the truth of your rotten being. There is no victory in this, it is a delusion in your head.
I'm extremely disturbed by life and find it hard to get much make sense of it all, it just seems like a grotesque and foolish dream. When you're intelligent, the game ceases to have play-ability. It's a game for dumb things, when you transcend your animal mind, you see it for what it is. A sick game, for dumb things.
Everyone my age is out at the weekend at nightclubs etc, and you just look around at a bunch of fleshy carcasses sticking their tongues down the other sex throat and it disgusts me. It disgusts me what we are. A vile an repulsive thing. I've been thinking about suicide, but there is no escaping this slaughterhouse. When the body dies, "you" return to nothingness, the place "you" were before you were born. But nothingness, being no-thing by definition doesn't exist, as when I die, life will still be here, there will still be more babies being born whether i'm here or not. Consciousness is still going to be here whether I die or not. Names will change, our faces will change, our bodies will change, but the pointless death and birth in this horrific nightmare of reality continues. When you realise you are not your ******** identity or ego, or personality, you realise that you are consciousness. And so you are everyone, and that means when you die, there again you will be, as another being, who knows where, who knows what, but you will be experiencing this horror for ever. A blood-sport for nothing, there's no escaping the game. What will the next roll of the dice be? There's no place for the game to go. The "winner" kills and eats the "loser", to gain enough energy to keep on killing and eating. A continuous cycle of pointlessness. Consuming for the sake of replicating a molecule. We're trapped.