Calling an escort

[Hawx79]

Im 33 and in my teenage years seeing no girls liked me and some were down right mean to, i decided to live a celibate life. However i knew I was just basically not getting any even if i wanted too. So deciding to be celibate was a bit of a mental cover for not loosing faith in myself.

But untill year ago i was sick of everything in my life for having no friends and getting no love from anyone. So i went for the booze, got drunk and ordered an escort...

I felt like **** for betraying my teenage vow as it was the few source of pride i had. Many ppl found it admirable i was still virgin to my 30's and now even that has lost.
I have been calling several escorts ever since but the last one, couple days ago i fell in love with one. And a sudden implosion of silenced emotions buried beneath my scarred heart happend!

I had been longing for a girlfriend for so long and i felt she could be the one. I wanted to call her again to pour my feelings i had fo her, so firstly I bought flowers and wine and wanted no sex, as i wanted commitment and love, not sex.
So then I called the agency but they had fired her and she moved to another country, i was heartbroken and felt like my apocalypse as the bitter taste of a dying dream. But it did shine a light on my illusions.
That will probably been my only change for a shot at love and now its me returning to the ashes of my miserable lonely life.

But im making a new vow from new year never having sex or masturbation again, so a "born again virgin" so to speak!
At least unless i by some miracle and wonder of nature and gift from the gods they send me a pretty women who falls madly in love with me for some reason! But thats really impossible.

So ill die alone, leaving no legacy behind this world of injustice and pain and love! The world dont need more freaks like me anyway.

 

[EveWasFramed]

Im 33 and in my teenage years seeing no girls liked me and some were down right mean to, i decided to live a celibate life. However i knew I was just basically not getting any even if i wanted too. So deciding to be celibate was a bit of a mental cover for not loosing faith in myself.

But untill year ago i was sick of everything in my life for having no friends and getting no love from anyone. So i went for the booze, got drunk and ordered an escort...

I felt like **** for betraying my teenage vow as it was the few source of pride i had. Many ppl found it admirable i was still virgin to my 30's and now even that has lost.
I have been calling several escorts ever since but the last one, couple days ago i fell in love with one. And a sudden implosion of silenced emotions buried beneath my scarred heart happend!

I had been longing for a girlfriend for so long and i felt she could be the one. I wanted to call her again to pour my feelings i had fo her, so firstly I bought flowers and wine and wanted no sex, as i wanted commitment and love, not sex.
So then I called the agency but they had fired her and she moved to another country, i was heartbroken and felt like my apocalypse as the bitter taste of a dying dream. But it did shine a light on my illusions.
That will probably been my only change for a shot at love and now its me returning to the ashes of my miserable lonely life.

But im making a new vow from new year never having sex or masturbation again, so a "born again virgin" so to speak!
At least unless i by some miracle and wonder of nature and gift from the gods they send me a pretty women who falls madly in love with me for some reason! But thats really impossible.

So ill die alone, leaving no legacy behind this world of injustice and pain and love! The world dont need more freaks like me anyway.

http://www.alonelylife.com/thread-g...o-ward-off-my-loneliness?pid=439962#pid439962

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[Lonely in BC]

Im 33 and in my teenage years seeing no girls liked me and some were down right mean to, i decided to live a celibate life. However i knew I was just basically not getting any even if i wanted too. So deciding to be celibate was a bit of a mental cover for not loosing faith in myself.

But untill year ago i was sick of everything in my life for having no friends and getting no love from anyone. So i went for the booze, got drunk and ordered an escort...

I felt like **** for betraying my teenage vow as it was the few source of pride i had. Many ppl found it admirable i was still virgin to my 30's and now even that has lost.
I have been calling several escorts ever since but the last one, couple days ago i fell in love with one. And a sudden implosion of silenced emotions buried beneath my scarred heart happend!

I had been longing for a girlfriend for so long and i felt she could be the one. I wanted to call her again to pour my feelings i had fo her, so firstly I bought flowers and wine and wanted no sex, as i wanted commitment and love, not sex.
So then I called the agency but they had fired her and she moved to another country, i was heartbroken and felt like my apocalypse as the bitter taste of a dying dream. But it did shine a light on my illusions.
That will probably been my only change for a shot at love and now its me returning to the ashes of my miserable lonely life.

But im making a new vow from new year never having sex or masturbation again, so a "born again virgin" so to speak!
At least unless i by some miracle and wonder of nature and gift from the gods they send me a pretty women who falls madly in love with me for some reason! But thats really impossible.

So ill die alone, leaving no legacy behind this world of injustice and pain and love! The world dont need more freaks like me anyway.

http://www.alonelylife.com/thread-g...o-ward-off-my-loneliness?pid=439962#pid439962

Copy and paste much?

Zing!

And owned....

 

[Hawx79]

I wanted to make sure everyone reads what ive been writing.

 

[EveWasFramed]

I wanted to make sure everyone reads what ive been writing.

Trust me - they're reading it.

 

[bulmabriefs144]

Im 33 and in my teenage years seeing no girls liked me and some were down right mean to, i decided to live a celibate life. However i knew I was just basically not getting any even if i wanted too. So deciding to be celibate was a bit of a mental cover for not loosing faith in myself.

But untill year ago i was sick of everything in my life for having no friends and getting no love from anyone. So i went for the booze, got drunk and ordered an escort...

I felt like **** for betraying my teenage vow as it was the few source of pride i had. Many ppl found it admirable i was still virgin to my 30's and now even that has lost.
I have been calling several escorts ever since but the last one, couple days ago i fell in love with one. And a sudden implosion of silenced emotions buried beneath my scarred heart happend!

I had been longing for a girlfriend for so long and i felt she could be the one. I wanted to call her again to pour my feelings i had fo her, so firstly I bought flowers and wine and wanted no sex, as i wanted commitment and love, not sex.
So then I called the agency but they had fired her and she moved to another country, i was heartbroken and felt like my apocalypse as the bitter taste of a dying dream. But it did shine a light on my illusions.
That will probably been my only change for a shot at love and now its me returning to the ashes of my miserable lonely life.

But im making a new vow from new year never having sex or masturbation again, so a "born again virgin" so to speak!
At least unless i by some miracle and wonder of nature and gift from the gods they send me a pretty women who falls madly in love with me for some reason! But thats really impossible.

So ill die alone, leaving no legacy behind this world of injustice and pain and love! The world dont need more freaks like me anyway.

Okay, reality check here.

First off, you're looking for a relationship supposedly. But the fact that you're hiring a escort means on some level, so part of you is just desperate for sex. So you're deluding yourself about some grand "Pretty Woman" pipedream. Escorts do have bf/gf. They meet them off duty.

This stupid vow you made? It's stupid. Human beings exist to procreate. I don't have sex because I'm squeamish about changing diapers and becoming like my parents, and because I haven't met anyone I liked enough to actually do more than hug/kiss.

Look at it from this way. You go to Hooters or whatever, all of them are sweet to you since they want big tips. It's a customer/client relationship. Offering her flowers is bullcrap. Flowers are essentially impersonal because "all girls love flowers and chocolates." If a girl is watching her weight or allergic to flowers, you just gave an insulting/meaningless gift. Give a personal gift or go home, and if you don't have an inkling of what would be one, you probably don't really know her.

Finally, let's go over the economics of prostitution. Let's say she'd get paid $100/hr just for sleeping with you. Being your girlfriend means 21 hours (just sorta hanging around with you for a day) works out to $2100. She either makes that from you directly, finds some way for you to spend that much in goods, or makes some excuse to "break up" with you. She's not your girlfriend, you're her customer. Your "treating her nice" is just making excuses for being cheap (I mean seriously, flowers cost not much and have no resale).

 

[Felix]

People change their minds all the time... nothing wrong with breaking a chastity vow... you're the only one involved anyway.

There is nothing wrong in getting an escort. She gets some bucks and you get some sexual release... But you can't demand much more than that. I don't want to be rude but you strike me as very naive. Escorts will not give up their lifestyle for you. Believe me, I've known many trough the years and they are tough women. They will not be impressed with wine and flowers. In your case you seem to get too attached after sex, it ment a lot to you maybe but to her is just another day in work. If you can't handle this, you should stay away form escorts.

Use your common sense... diseases, multiple sexual partners, traumas... are prostitutes the best option for a gf? You're better off trying to find a girl outside the escort "world"...

 

[OnlyMe]

I completely understand why people use escort services, however it's not really for me.

I really want the emotional side of a relationship and having someone who wants to be with me for who I am.

Paying an escort is not going to help me with that.

 

[Hawx79]

Escorts wont give up there lifestyle for me no, unless she would love a client and decides to stop and start a family with him, be it a client or someone outside she met, loves comes everywhere is it not? So why not at her work and in this case with a client like me for being caring, nice and respectful to her?
Or are you saying escort women are unable to fall in love? They still have feelings and are not made of stone.

 

[Sarah_Lbnz]

IME, Escorts are an fiercely independent people, and do not take kindly to having their work criticized, nor to clients who don't respect the rules. Her job is to make you happy and get paid, no strings attached. You crossed the line. My guess is that she discussed your creepy, stalkerish "commitment", and "feelings" business to the agency and put you on her blacklist.

Flowers and wine don't pay the bills, man.

 

[Felix]

Escorts wont give up there lifestyle for me no, unless she would love a client and decides to stop and start a family with him, be it a client or someone outside she met, loves comes everywhere is it not? So why not at her work and in this case with a client like me for being caring, nice and respectful to her?
Or are you saying escort women are unable to fall in love? They still have feelings and are not made of stone.

They can fall in love like any woman, however this is unlikely and risky. I know for a fact that many men are decieved by escorts. It's up to you if you want to go down that road or not. And I'm not an expert in seduction but just being nice isn't gonna be enough to attract women, let alone escorts.

My personal opinion is forget it and move on to non-sexual workers... I think you might have become obsessed... if you really can't stop thinking about her you could just try to seduce her and see what happens, I'd say is not worth putting yourself trough that, but maybe it's necesary so you can carry on with your life. I too became obsessed with someone and I couldn't let go until I got rejected so I know the feeling...

 

[Hawx79]

Escorts wont give up there lifestyle for me no, unless she would love a client and decides to stop and start a family with him, be it a client or someone outside she met, loves comes everywhere is it not? So why not at her work and in this case with a client like me for being caring, nice and respectful to her?
Or are you saying escort women are unable to fall in love? They still have feelings and are not made of stone.

My personal opinion is forget it and move on to non-sexual workers... I think you might have become obsessed... if you really can't stop thinking about her you could just try to seduce her and see what happens, I'd say is not worth putting yourself trough that, but maybe it's necesary so you can carry on with your life. I too became obsessed with someone and I couldn't let go until I got rejected so I know the feeling...

You dont understand about that escort, i did not have the change to let her really know how i felt for her. I wanted to call her again but the agency told me they fired her for being a trouble. She was Slovenian and didnt had any family here, she was stressed of life.
She had moved to another city i have heard but i will never see her again or tell her how much i loved her.

Women have never liked me and i dont expect they will anytime soon either. I know its sad but for me the only way be in a womans companionship is to pay her. Ofcourse i wish i could just have a decent girlfriend but that just not gonna happen, i kept hoping it would all these years but ive lost faith now.

 

[duff]

Good luck in 2013 !

Hope you get a break and some decent luck !

I know how you feel and it's awfull !

 

[bulmabriefs144]

Escorts wont give up there lifestyle for me no, unless she would love a client and decides to stop and start a family with him, be it a client or someone outside she met, loves comes everywhere is it not? So why not at her work and in this case with a client like me for being caring, nice and respectful to her?
Or are you saying escort women are unable to fall in love? They still have feelings and are not made of stone.

You still don't get it. The issue is that you're her customer.

If you want to fall for an escort, that would need to change. You'd have to be the guy who meets and falls for her before knowing she is one. You'd have to be the guy who is okay with her lifestyle, who talks to her and comforts her when her customers abuse or mistreat her. The problem with being a customer is well, the main reason for having a significant other is as an oasis from life's hurts. If you're part of the issue, you can't really do anything to help.

And yea, you're obsessed.

 

[Hawx79]

Escorts wont give up there lifestyle for me no, unless she would love a client and decides to stop and start a family with him, be it a client or someone outside she met, loves comes everywhere is it not? So why not at her work and in this case with a client like me for being caring, nice and respectful to her?
Or are you saying escort women are unable to fall in love? They still have feelings and are not made of stone.

You still don't get it. The issue is that you're her customer.

If you want to fall for an escort, that would need to change. You'd have to be the guy who meets and falls for her before knowing she is one. You'd have to be the guy who is okay with her lifestyle, who talks to her and comforts her when her customers abuse or mistreat her. The problem with being a customer is well, the main reason for having a significant other is as an oasis from life's hurts. If you're part of the issue, you can't really do anything to help.
And for crying out loud im not obsessed, i did not track her or anything, i was in love and was sad by her disappearance and she didnt really know how much i felt for her.

And yea, you're obsessed.

I completely disagree with you!
Love means concessions, if she would love me as well she would have to know she would need to give up her job and find another more decent one!
And i think she was an escort because of her bad situation not because she enjoyed it.
And for crying out loud im not obsessed! I did not track her. I was in love with her and very saddened by her disappearance as now she will never really know how much i felt for her.

 

[Sterling]

But you only felt for her because you thought only she would go for you to get out of a bad situation, not because she liked you....

 

[bulmabriefs144]

I completely disagree with you!
Love means concessions, if she would love me as well she would have to know she would need to give up her job and find another more decent one!
And i think she was an escort because of her bad situation not because she enjoyed it.
And for crying out loud im not obsessed! I did not track her. I was in love with her and very saddened by her disappearance as now she will never really know how much i felt for her.

So... let me get this straight. Love means having to give up stuff because the person who decided he loves you says so? If I was your gf, and had a successful and happy job as I dunno an actor or something. But no, that's not "decent" enough, you need to be a doctor or lawyer. Or better yet, every respectable woman should be a housewife!

Holy crap, is your job really so great that you can go passing judgement on other people? Is your life really that great? I'm alone because I fear commitment and pursue people who are taken. But if I had to say, there's a pretty big reason why you're having to date escorts and it's staring right at you in the mirror.

Wine, chocolates, and flowers won't cover chauvinism. You're her lover not her father, and yet expecting her to give up a job that she possibly loves and that makes her serious money. Really?

Go home, and take your flowers with you.

Love doesn't mean concessions, love means compromise. Compromise is not giving up what you want, it's finding something that works for both parties, making the ideal a sort of mutual relationship, where neither pulls this nonsense.

 

[Redtulips7]

Hello I'm going to call this pretty Slovenian escort that I have seen once before, however not plannin to have sex at all, as I'm interested in her and not her body.
I'm going to try her be mine girlfriend but demand then she stops what she is doing.
I'm buying her flowers and wine.

What would she think when she is here and notice I don't want sex? Could she get annoyed and just leave?

I been there done that!!!I wouln't do that if I was you!!!remember Escort is a escort, like whore is a whore,you can't change that!!if you see escort girl, remember service that you are getting, you paid for it already!!!there is nothing fuc****** emtional about that just stick to your plan to see them only special occation not regularly and don't ever fall in love with them!!!

 

[Hawx79]

I have called another escort and this one was also very pretty. And again i fell for her! I even asked her if she wanted a relationship with me! She smiled but the answer was negative! But she is still in my mind and im planning to call her again.
Why do i fall in love so easily for every pretty escort i get? Perhaps im trying to drive the pain of loneliness away with sex while all i actually really want is a companion for friendship.
I need to get a hold of my self but the thought of not calling any escort again and me returning to the life of always being alone with no interaction with girls is just so damn painfull. I do not want to get back to that life no more!
I have no friends, never had a relationship, i live alone and i feel so damn lonely and hollow inside, i cant find anything anymore to fill it except with escorts.
Girls on the streets of wherever have and will always reject me, so the only option to be with a girl is thru escorts.
Also im burning my savings.
Someone please give me some advice and guidance what i should do?

 

[Limlim]

So if all you want is companionship and friendship, why are you having sex with escorts? Sex comes after those things doesn't it?

If you wrapped a banana peel up in duct tape and ****** it, you're not going to get the end result of a banana tree. Though that does sound like it would be awesome...