Our sexual desires is the main reason why I feel lonely. I have come to realise that I've been thinking all my life with the wrong head (pun intended). Its been my world all this time, it has influenced my decision making in a huge way over the years. I have avoided the wrong people because of it and have caused the wrong disillusion of the opposite sex to become something of a higher status. When I deny my sexual desire, I think different, I view the world differently, I behave differently, I don't feel lonely at all. I'm happy with myself and feel like I can be so much more creative and in control of my life without the influence of this stupid human desire getting in the way. Its the reason why I feel so alone, I say I want companionship, even someone who is just there for me or can have a sholder to cry on, but I know and so would everyone else say that BS! Its all about sexual satisfaction, and being stable with another is the best way of satisfying this desire, yes everyone knows it, that why we yearn for someone else. But this world is full of disapointment and nothing is for ever. So why not remove your desires???? Get rid of it, rid of the stress it creates, rid of the pointless need of constant gratification. I seem to find that I actually interact with the opposite sex way better, when I don't have my sexual desire (****) on the controls of my behavior towards others. I even get way more deep with the person that I actually come to the topic of sexual acts with them. But I still don't allow my sexual desires to take ahold of my interactions. So it works to deny it, it works to feel more full of oneself, it works to talk to people more effectively without the desire jumping in and f**king everything up by doing the wrong desperate moves. I don't feel lonely, people seem to like me better, I have more fun, I'm more of a fun person towards others (which seems to be what other people like) and I'm don't give a bad upset appearance all the time, I'm more creative in my thinking, I'm more happier with myself, I'm more consentrated with life decisions, I'm more alive with my day to day tasks, I'm more aware of the things and people around me. I'm more everything! SEXUAL DESIRE IS A DRAWBACK!!!!
If you want to stop feeling lonely, deny this desire. Try it, I just wish I could remove it completely, IDK, remove my hormones or testicles (dare I say it). Well you do need it just when the time is right, (in the bedroom, where it ONLY belongs) I know I'm going to get flamed and bashed for this but who cares, I think I found a way or a path to actually changing my behavior and finding someone worth being with, without the stupid desire to be with this person, I can actually think better on how I'm going to be able to be with this person and just let my personality take over and let it to its thing, without my sexual desire influencing anything. But this is not just for being a better person with others, its also better for you. Removing your sexual desire, removes so much more negativity from you, which helps you be the person that you want to be.
Now this may not be the case with everyone, some have a low sexual desire while some have it on full throttle. I'm very close to full throttle, I think I might have been this way all my life and it has devistated the way I've chosen on how to live my life and the bad decision that I've made as growing up and has sadly resulted in a lonely world. Well thats enough of my rambling, goodluck guys. Yeah especially guys, this one is mostly for you, this desire is on high octane from very young with su males. GOOD LUCK!
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