This is probably TLDR, But whatever...
For no apparent reason, the entire world has devolved into a desolate wasteland. People no longer care about anything anymore and mostly just search for personal approval or power to make them feel like a queen or king for attracting a large number of people's attention because they are unhappy or egotistical.
I don't understand how people can be robotic and flock to a person for their looks, money, or if they own many shiny expensive items because they can't have it themselves and worship other people for it because they wish they could be them.
Everything comes down to how many items you can collect, and we will belittle those who have few or no material possessions. Finding genuine connections or romantic relationships has become impossible unless you are useful, like you are simply a decorative item in their lives like a pricey watch or piece of jewelry.
Being ordinary deprives you of connections with others. This makes discovering someone comparable to finding a unicorn or an envelope full of cash. You are fated to be alone endlessly, and there is nothing you can do about it.
Nobody, no matter how faithful they claim to be, is truly loyal; it is always only for the moment and it passes. Truth is merely a lie disguised as a Happy Meal.
You'll find someone who says, "Not me! "I'm not like that," but they make no attempt to prove it. And are only stating it to stand out from the crowd.
Everyone, even if they are unaware of it, is wearing a mask. that they remove once you have complete trust in them, and once they have it, they rip you apart after they grow tired of you. And then don't lose any sleep about how they made you feel.
Others simply pretend to care about you and sometimes make a tiny attempt to console you when we all know that the main purpose is to make themselves feel better, even if we refuse to acknowledge it.
Then you are instructed to "just get outside more!" "You're meeting the wrong people." but when you are the one reaching out, you are met with people being put off by you, thinking you're weird or creepy, or they can't hold a conversation for longer than 30 seconds unless you essentially study human psychology and learn how to artificially keep a conversation going so they won't leave.
However, if you wait for someone else to reach out to you, it will never happen. You could be in a crowd and everyone will walk by you as if you are part of the landscape or do not exist. Unless someone finds you appealing in some manner or feels sorry for you, nobody would walk over, sit down with you, or introduce themselves.
Society has gotten sick and numb to the point that we all look at each other through the lens of whatever label society has assigned to you. dividing us all based on our political views, sexual orientation, or other characteristics as though we were all just mere inanimate objects.
Then you turn into an enemy to everyone who has negative feelings toward the label that you have been given. We are divided without even wanting to be divided.
We are used, cast away, and used again until you finally give up after trying so hard. We are told to keep going because things will get better so you can be surrounded by better things if you just keep working harder. But Everything we own ends up owning you.
It's unfair that you have no option but to live in this world even though you know deep down that you don't want to or can't for some reason or see a cause, but rather to stop people from being sad and missing you, which only really happens after you've passed away.
For no apparent reason, the entire world has devolved into a desolate wasteland. People no longer care about anything anymore and mostly just search for personal approval or power to make them feel like a queen or king for attracting a large number of people's attention because they are unhappy or egotistical.
I don't understand how people can be robotic and flock to a person for their looks, money, or if they own many shiny expensive items because they can't have it themselves and worship other people for it because they wish they could be them.
Everything comes down to how many items you can collect, and we will belittle those who have few or no material possessions. Finding genuine connections or romantic relationships has become impossible unless you are useful, like you are simply a decorative item in their lives like a pricey watch or piece of jewelry.
Being ordinary deprives you of connections with others. This makes discovering someone comparable to finding a unicorn or an envelope full of cash. You are fated to be alone endlessly, and there is nothing you can do about it.
Nobody, no matter how faithful they claim to be, is truly loyal; it is always only for the moment and it passes. Truth is merely a lie disguised as a Happy Meal.
You'll find someone who says, "Not me! "I'm not like that," but they make no attempt to prove it. And are only stating it to stand out from the crowd.
Everyone, even if they are unaware of it, is wearing a mask. that they remove once you have complete trust in them, and once they have it, they rip you apart after they grow tired of you. And then don't lose any sleep about how they made you feel.
Others simply pretend to care about you and sometimes make a tiny attempt to console you when we all know that the main purpose is to make themselves feel better, even if we refuse to acknowledge it.
Then you are instructed to "just get outside more!" "You're meeting the wrong people." but when you are the one reaching out, you are met with people being put off by you, thinking you're weird or creepy, or they can't hold a conversation for longer than 30 seconds unless you essentially study human psychology and learn how to artificially keep a conversation going so they won't leave.
However, if you wait for someone else to reach out to you, it will never happen. You could be in a crowd and everyone will walk by you as if you are part of the landscape or do not exist. Unless someone finds you appealing in some manner or feels sorry for you, nobody would walk over, sit down with you, or introduce themselves.
Society has gotten sick and numb to the point that we all look at each other through the lens of whatever label society has assigned to you. dividing us all based on our political views, sexual orientation, or other characteristics as though we were all just mere inanimate objects.
Then you turn into an enemy to everyone who has negative feelings toward the label that you have been given. We are divided without even wanting to be divided.
We are used, cast away, and used again until you finally give up after trying so hard. We are told to keep going because things will get better so you can be surrounded by better things if you just keep working harder. But Everything we own ends up owning you.
It's unfair that you have no option but to live in this world even though you know deep down that you don't want to or can't for some reason or see a cause, but rather to stop people from being sad and missing you, which only really happens after you've passed away.
I would do these things if it was possible, trust me. lol
