I think my problem is I hate people. Even with my girl friend it is love hate.
I have no friends. I did once till they used me for resources and I told them with a colorful vocabulary to go away to there face when they came to visit.
I think I understand now. Life is about how much you can get from other people not how many people you can help. Anyway I have gone into business and am going to start playing the game everyone else is.
Exploit, exploit, exploit. I have even started using a fake name to people I meet out of fear of them trying to ruin my business if things turn sour.
I don't think I can trust anyone a part from my girl friend. I am doomed to be a failure in life in the sense I will have no friends.
I am 18 have a nice car, three diplomas in I.T, Good work history and my own place but best of all my own company with a 50k contract and one employee.
What do I do now? I have more in life then most adult but they seem far more happy then me.
Whoever told me success was the key to happiness is full of crap. I think I will end up dieing a drug overdose or something seeming drugs are the only thing that get me in great state of mind.
I don't think I can trust any human at this point. They are all out to rape and pillage what I have so they can have a piece of it.
I have no friends. I did once till they used me for resources and I told them with a colorful vocabulary to go away to there face when they came to visit.
I think I understand now. Life is about how much you can get from other people not how many people you can help. Anyway I have gone into business and am going to start playing the game everyone else is.
Exploit, exploit, exploit. I have even started using a fake name to people I meet out of fear of them trying to ruin my business if things turn sour.
I don't think I can trust anyone a part from my girl friend. I am doomed to be a failure in life in the sense I will have no friends.
I am 18 have a nice car, three diplomas in I.T, Good work history and my own place but best of all my own company with a 50k contract and one employee.
What do I do now? I have more in life then most adult but they seem far more happy then me.
Whoever told me success was the key to happiness is full of crap. I think I will end up dieing a drug overdose or something seeming drugs are the only thing that get me in great state of mind.
I don't think I can trust any human at this point. They are all out to rape and pillage what I have so they can have a piece of it.