Mr.YellowCat said:
This is really stupid, and I guess even ignorant and selfish.
I dont like myself for thinking like this.
But I wish something bad had happened to me in the past, to justify me feeling like this and being like this.
A traumatic past experience isn't justification for anything, it just buys a little understanding. Even understanding from others is rare. But you shouldn't feel bad about being who you are. If there's something about yourself that you believe needs to change, just do your best.
Just my two cents, I hope you don't mind.....