VanillaCreme said:
sothatwasmylife said:
This guy is totally absurd . presenting as a victim at the slightest and always inappropriate opportunity...interacts with no one ....and monopolises his self styled thread..which he earlier described as "his toilet" and now threatens to block anyone that contravenes his criteria .I now think this guy should be removed as it does the site no credit especially for any poor sod viewing it for the the first time
We monitor things pretty closely. Believe me, we see it.
VanilaCreme
You are the nicest person here.
You are also the most understandable.
Up until now you have never said anything to upset me as an attack in words.
I will explane myself to you.
I am here on my own for my own to express what ever is in my mind and heart at any given time.
I am not here to uplift or pull down thevwebpage.
I understand know one can understand my life calling it absurd l know a very lot of people get confused around my. I have never had a full time job in 46 years living.
My wife who has just goone back in to hospital as we speak says l am the best husband in the world and we have been married 22 years. My life organiser Chis west at s.c.i.l.s Nambour australia says l am a big guy with a big heart thats full of love that no one can accept her photo is on this thread. My suport worker is the only female suport worker that will come here when my wife is in hospital she trusts my with out any fear what so ever you know she is real her photo is on this thread too.
Sure l am as dumb as hell and very uneducated.
But cut me some slack not everyone thinks l am a blite on the earth. Take mantrixray we have knowen each other for years but only online. He understands l got put on a pension for schizophernia and sycosis a very lot of the time we misunderstand each other but when both of us are together talking its so enjoyable its like heaven on earth. Any of these person if you contact them would conferm whay l told you. Sure l been banned of every forum in the history of my life and thank you very much about explaning some stuff to me in a understandable way. No other moderator has taken the time to do this to me before. You did it coming accross as a caring person who gave a dam about my feelings before attacking me like the others with rules and no nderstanfing or time to change.
I know l am not helpful here l know l don't fit in any forum any where.
I even was not alowed to join the forum to prevent me from trying to take my own life. And yhere the only one trained to help.
Honey my point is
If you look for a bad you will find it
Look for the good you will find that too.
I did change how l act with pm messages after you helped me understand.
I have stoped asking people sexual questions once you explaned l was hurting others by asking.
I gave up asking anyone anything on forums now. I am to afraid l will insalt people.
I admite l am no good at obeying any rules l find them very confusing when expressing myself online as my brain normal does not tell me l am doing anything wrong.
When l read a page of rules l and information overload and l get very worried.
But l am here, l got a very stress full life and it needs some where l don't care where, where l can write down all this thats going on without geting punch in the face with words for doing so.
Please honey lets slowy work together on this a am making a effort to change its not easy having a very bad memory but please don't let the other staff fill your mind with just a one sided image thats nothing but bad. The two people in my life that are not workers and the two that are employed to help me out in life they all can't be telling lies about how good l am.
If you can't trust my words then contact them l will glady provide contact information if you request it.
Moderators stand between you and attackers, well your the only hope l got left here.
Think about it ok. Bye
