Redtulips7 said:
After all of this breaking up that we go through in our Life times,sometimes
We do make or repeat the same mistake again or
We didn't learn or take a Lesson from last Relationship And most of the times in the Relationship its probably
Not your mistake at all!!!but other person would turn things around make you belive
That you are the one who made a mistake...
Fu*king physiological Game....
Yes, i do make the same mistakes over and over again. Not just in relationships but also in other area of my life.
If you had been involved in toxic relationships You probably stayed
and/or get involve with the same sort of person again and again.
You experinced the blameshifting and diverting time and time
again. Logically you can figure it out. Emotionally youre emmeshed
and tangled in the web of lies.
Guilt is a trainned emotional sponse.
So you look back upon your life and try to find answers or patterns.
I personally had a HS GF died. Jenni also died. Both of these women
were very healthy. Yet they were taken out of my life just the same.
No one were at fault nor the relationships was toxic.
You kind da want some sort of answers to WHY...
WHY is it the good one dies and the crazy one lives.
You might get a little wacked trying to seek answers to those
life on life's terms.
You take some Q from the wise and enlighten.....such as Budha.
Budha was seeking PEACE and how a person can eliminate pains
from life. To his finding. Life is not without pains but sufferning
is optional. Acceptence can be a son of a bitch. With that also
comes compassion.
Or you can hear Jesus out. Jesus had pity(compassion) upon men..which is relatively the same message.
Humans are a bunch of **** ups (sinners) and sometimes life has storms that are just beyound human's control.
Budha enlightenment and awakening was that...he learned to
trust in himself. Listen to his own intuitions. That no man
is grearter or smarter than him. Be a guiding light to his own two feet.
The very core of having GOOD SELF ESTEEM.
Well...as for my own take on things. It's kind da like playing
american football. It can get pretty muddy, bloody and painful
at times. You fumble. You drop the ball. You get knock on your
ass. You also make great catches, hit pay dirt and SCORE.
The only way you're gonna score is get into the game.
Dont throw the baby out with the bath water....
(see and love yourself as the baby. Have compassion for yourself).
Renae and I arnt so perfect. I fumble. She drops the ball.
We score and hit paydirt too though
Andrea and Jenni are dead. They feel no pains, sorrows, happiness, triumphs, sadness, joy,anger nor whatever else life has in it.
Whatever I experince in life...It's all good. Just gatta breathe it all in while I can. Take the goods with the bads. Im not going to live forever.
