Lifeiscruel
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Hi everyone,
I thought I'd introduce myself. I am someone who has been through a lot. More so than most people. Since at an early age, life has been very cruel to me. I was abused from a very young age, locked in a room. He also used to slap me hard with the way I sat and once forced me to wash the dishes. I am in a house and a family of domestic violence victim - but I think this is how most families operate but you just don't see it.
Fast forward in highschool, due to the trauma sustained during my growing period, I never tried anything new because I was scared of getting hurt. I know I had potential but life really did hurt my feelings badly but I never knew it. I failed miserably and was a mediocre student. Infact, below average. I tried hard but still failed but then got crippling onset of obesity which made things worse.
I would get boils which would flare up and get very nasty and would burst open. To make matters worse, I contracted Thyphoid which was scary. It didn't end there, I then lost feeling of the left side of my cheeks - caused by a inner ear infection.
After highschool, I joined the gym to try and lose the weight and I did and lots of it but another problem creped in - I started to get sleeping issues and now require a respirator to breathe for me in the night and since then I have been having sleeping issues ever since - and I still have keeping the mask on at night.
Then fast forward again, I failed university - not just once, not twice but 3 times and a total failure of 32 subjects. It's something I am not proud off but life really did try to screw me - I tried my best but the system tried to screw me - I ended up having a 50k debt with nothing to show for it.
I then started working and noticed that the entire system is rigged - and got humiliated and was forced to quit.
Just prior to quitting - a drunk pedestrian walked in front of me while I was taking a right turn - I couldn't stop min time and witnessed a human being fly like a rag doll. Let me tell you that is something no one should witness or go through but I did. I was cleared of any wrong doing but it changed the shape of my face.
I then had over 240k stolen from me from a criminal broker that seems to be immune from the law.
I am lonely, a virgin(lol, sad, I know), I am in my early 30s, never dated anyone but I don't abuse drugs/alcohol or even smoke but what keeps me going is my love for music which goes so deep. I admire beauty when I see it and hear it.
I thought I'd introduce myself. I am someone who has been through a lot. More so than most people. Since at an early age, life has been very cruel to me. I was abused from a very young age, locked in a room. He also used to slap me hard with the way I sat and once forced me to wash the dishes. I am in a house and a family of domestic violence victim - but I think this is how most families operate but you just don't see it.
Fast forward in highschool, due to the trauma sustained during my growing period, I never tried anything new because I was scared of getting hurt. I know I had potential but life really did hurt my feelings badly but I never knew it. I failed miserably and was a mediocre student. Infact, below average. I tried hard but still failed but then got crippling onset of obesity which made things worse.
I would get boils which would flare up and get very nasty and would burst open. To make matters worse, I contracted Thyphoid which was scary. It didn't end there, I then lost feeling of the left side of my cheeks - caused by a inner ear infection.
After highschool, I joined the gym to try and lose the weight and I did and lots of it but another problem creped in - I started to get sleeping issues and now require a respirator to breathe for me in the night and since then I have been having sleeping issues ever since - and I still have keeping the mask on at night.
Then fast forward again, I failed university - not just once, not twice but 3 times and a total failure of 32 subjects. It's something I am not proud off but life really did try to screw me - I tried my best but the system tried to screw me - I ended up having a 50k debt with nothing to show for it.
I then started working and noticed that the entire system is rigged - and got humiliated and was forced to quit.
Just prior to quitting - a drunk pedestrian walked in front of me while I was taking a right turn - I couldn't stop min time and witnessed a human being fly like a rag doll. Let me tell you that is something no one should witness or go through but I did. I was cleared of any wrong doing but it changed the shape of my face.
I then had over 240k stolen from me from a criminal broker that seems to be immune from the law.
I am lonely, a virgin(lol, sad, I know), I am in my early 30s, never dated anyone but I don't abuse drugs/alcohol or even smoke but what keeps me going is my love for music which goes so deep. I admire beauty when I see it and hear it.
