BeyondShy said:I've been gone for almost a year now and it's been kind of and up and down one but I imagine that is how it would be for anyone who is a member here or not. I used to be a daily poster in here but things got kind of difficult for me and I decided to cut down on my time here. I didn't want to fight with people about silly things anymore but at the same time I missed a lot of the people that I enjoyed talking to. There are some really good people here so I come back for the holidays and maybe a part in January but I will have to see about that.
It took me a long time to catch up on posts in here but one really stood out for me. In fact I was stunned by it. I'm talking about the one where VanillaCreme sadly reported to everyone in here about the passing of EveWasFramed. I was lucky to have a few nice conversations with her and I mourn her loss as much as the people in here who knew her much better than I did.
I see some new people in here that were not here when I left and I want to welcome them now. Some people have returned and some who have left that I really have no opinion of. You know, kind of like how you feel about me.
What I have been trying to concentrate on this past year is trying not to think of what I believe others may think of me at a certain time. And there have been times when it has worked and to be quite honest here many times when it has not. The times it has not has made me upset with myself and indirectly at the person who made me feel that way although I don't let them know it. I basically get upset with myself because I should know better. I doubt if anyone in here can identify with what I just said.
It is my hope that everyone here is doing well and will continue to do so in the new year. I know I am going to try.
BeyondShy said:I've been gone for almost a year now and it's been kind of and up and down one but I imagine that is how it would be for anyone who is a member here or not. I used to be a daily poster in here but things got kind of difficult for me and I decided to cut down on my time here. I didn't want to fight with people about silly things anymore but at the same time I missed a lot of the people that I enjoyed talking to. There are some really good people here so I come back for the holidays and maybe a part in January but I will have to see about that.
BadGuy said:If you treat others as you want to be treated you may be disappointed however you can be proud of yourself
Richard_39 said:Third paragraph. That's really unfair of you to say. I don't mean to others; I mean towards YOURSELF. I don't think we had prolonged convos, but I do remember you, Beyond. I also remember thinking your a good person and you of all people should definetely think so of yourself. Life has an odd way of letting us down sometimes but we have a responsibility to ourselves to think of ourselves in uplifting term, irregardless of what other people say or think. The same goes out to you. You sound like you're real hard on yourself and while its not necessarily a bad thing, too much will just smother you.
Give yourself some credit sometimes
I feel towards what I feel towards ALL members here, wether I share their thoughts or not; this forum is POORER without you than with you.
Regardless, good luck, hope to see you again ;-)
AmyTheTemperamental said:Welcome back. Yes, I mean that.
First off, I want to apologize. I am really sorry. And yes, I mean that, too.
AmyTheTemperamental said:I understand your point completely. It's very easy to get consumed by the stupidity of it all. I did a lot of things during my time here that were nothing but acts of bullying, viscous and certainly unnecessary. My place here isn't what it used to be, not even close.
AmyTheTemperamental said:I am glad that you found people you are comfortable with here. That's all anyone really wants.
I have all the best wishes for you in the New Year. Whether you end up staying here or not, keep your head up.
LostintheBardo said:Welcome back BeyondShy
BeyondShy said:You know, kind of like how you feel about me.
LostintheBardo said:It's Paraiyar, I left the forum but came back.
hewhowalksalone said:I know this has nothing to do with me, but these comments demonstrate why the people on this forum are amazing - we all support one another and don't cast anyone out over trivial things. I just wish I could know you all in person. I really do.
TheRealCallie said:Thinking for other people again?
The problem is that you have no idea what anyone thinks of you.
TheRealCallie said:You have, time and again, made something completely innocent into something it's not because you interpret it in a negative way when it's meant to be positive. I've seen you do it, you know you do it.
TheRealCallie said:Okay okay, that's all the "lecture" I'll give right now
TheRealCallie said:I hope you are starting to see that people DO actually want you around. Get out of your head, it's making you doubt everything you see and read.
hewhowalksalone said:I do try to give advice where I can but I'm not always so good with voicing my own opinions on certain subject matters. Especially when I don't really have the full scoop of what went down. But I just to give my support really
Azariah said:my best friend is also meself.
BeyondShy said:Azariah said:my best friend is also meself.
What in God's name are you talking about?
lookatbrightside said:what you going to do gone in early January?
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