Hi everyone. Im new here, just trying wanna get to know new people. To be honest I kinda feel lonely and a little lost. I dont know whats happening, but I dont have anyone around me anymore except for my to children - no friends and and pretty much no family. Its like the older you grow, the more friends and family disappear. I feel unwanted and that nobody loves me. I also struggle with anxiety. Loneliness is such a curse. I fear falling into a depression I have been alone without a husband for a couple of years now, and I was fine with it at first cause of the fear of getting hurt again, but lately I have missed a companion, a family and I really dont wanna grow old alone. Not many men wants an old lady.