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I've done quite a lot of research on depression,social anxiety,isolation and loneliness,and I know that they all sort of tie in together, but have you ever felt.... nothing? I hate it. Sometimes I just want to cry...or break something...or scream...or laugh, but emotions sometimes seem so faint.
 
Sometimes, yeah. I'm like you, I research that stuff a lot too. It's like feeling completely lost yet there is a path right in front of you with a road closed sign on it.
 
Yes.....
Uts our natural defensive mechanisms.
The combinations of stress, over thinking, depressions...etc
Overloads our brain.
Mentally, emotional and physically we shut down.

But society dont give a ****...when youre going through
A burn out...
You got bills to pay and mouths to feed. GET productive
And youre expendable too.

And or we had been trainned or programmed
Not to feel....

Sit down...and STFU.
Dont cry, don't feel angery. Dont luagh like a clown...etc
dont get off and get nasty witj your GF...
So you stuff your feelings like that too.

You know.....you reserched

Its a cycle that feeds on itself....suroression leads to depression.
deoression leads to isolations

The sedona help me to rekease and feel my emotiions.
It gets really intense sometimes becuase ive stuffed
So much pains ,anger, or even happiness inside of me.

The more i fee and release...the more peaceful i feel.
As im releasing or letting go of my emotional baggages...
Because i had PTSD...it can get very intence to feel
Whatever feelngs i havt felt or labeled.
Ive been known to go into a fital position.
Some term it as holitic healing...
You dive into your pains or embrace it.

AS A MAN....WHO WANTS TO ADMIT TO CRYING
LIKE A LITTLE BITCH?
WHO WANts to admit to going into a fital?

The fear of being judge of being weak or a wack job...
The guilt and shame....which makes us sick the freds
Into the sickness even more

Weii.....
A PERSONALLY DONT GIVE A **** WHAT
PEOPLE THINKS ABOUT ME....
GOOD SELFESTEME101.
 
Lonesome Crow said:
Yes.....
Uts our natural defensive mechanisms.
The combinations of stress, over thinking, depressions...etc
Overloads our brain.
Mentally, emotional and physically we shut down.

But society dont give a ****...when youre going through
A burn out...
You got bills to pay and mouths to feed. GET productive
And youre expendable too.

And or we had been trainned or programmed
Not to feel....

Sit down...and STFU.
Dont cry, don't feel angery. Dont luagh like a clown...etc
dont get off and get nasty witj your GF...
So you stuff your feelings like that too.

You know.....you reserched

Its a cycle that feeds on itself....suroression leads to depression.
deoression leads to isolations

The sedona help me to rekease and feel my emotiions.
It gets really intense sometimes becuase ive stuffed
So much pains ,anger, or even happiness inside of me.

The more i fee and release...the more peaceful i feel.
As im releasing or letting go of my emotional baggages...
Because i had PTSD...it can get very intence to feel
Whatever feelngs i havt felt or labeled.
Ive been known to go into a fital position.
Some term it as holitic healing...
You dive into your pains or embrace it.

AS A MAN....WHO WANTS TO ADMIT TO CRYING
LIKE A LITTLE BITCH?
WHO WANts to admit to going into a fital?

The fear of being judge of being weak or a wack job...
The guilt and shame....which makes us sick the freds
Into the sickness even more

Weii.....
A PERSONALLY DONT GIVE A **** WHAT
PEOPLE THINKS ABOUT ME....
GOOD SELFESTEME101.






So what was it that you took or did that made your emotions more intense?
 
Of course, I felt like nothing for a long time. That's when I decided to take action, I no longer feel nothing anymore.

That's what you gotta do, take action! :p
 
Ak5 said:
Of course, I felt like nothing for a long time. That's when I decided to take action, I no longer feel nothing anymore.

That's what you gotta do, take action! :p

So I guess you're saying to just do nothing? Taking action only numbs our feelings even more? That doesn't really make sense, but maybe you're right.
 
Are you perchance on any medications? I was like this on prozac. Felt nothing.
 
It's called suppressing your emotions because they're too much for you to handle -- I do this and it's not good. You're either going to be emotionless your entire life or one day they're going to uncontrollably burst out.
 
Errrr...the freaken scratches on my back that she
Claw into tonight was totally intense.
The bite marks on my neck arnt hickies..
She's a day walket vampire.lol

Some blonde that wants to be my wife...
She likes to stab my fucken heart
Every now and then. Cuase i stab her
Fucken heart...collecting my jar of
Hearts.
Shes better than the perfect drug...

You wanna dance. You gatta pay the fiddeler...

Im clean and sober...
I dont even take aspirin unless you spike my milk.lmao

I feel everything...
Abstance was just the beginning.
I haf issues...such as people telling me to stuff my
Feelings.
I also grew up in a sorta abudive environment.
Had fist fight with my abusive alcoholic step father
At 15...**** like that.

As a cbild i learn bow to numb out my pains to survuve
Growning up in a dysfunctional home...

Renae was also ny Hs sweetheart..
Lots of emotional bonding.

Lots of conflicts between ny parents pretaining
To Renae. She was also my fiancee back when..
Shes the love of my life...
We were two crazy pot head kids. Heavy metal rules.
Sex drugs and rock n roll....griwing up in the 80s.

Our daughter Kimi.....god have mercy on her soul.
Tears i cry for her are intense...
 
Anyway, Renae is currently on medications.
She has a lot of challenges.
I can't label her as having whatever mental ilness.
I know shes. Not well. Her moods are all over the place.
She can go into a depression to suicidal.
shes also a chornic slasher..
She also has ptds.
Shes like a box of chocolate.
Unstable to say the least.

So....iiving with her had been very stressful on me.
Im having to maintain my well being a lot more
Than i have too. Sometimes jt wears on me.
other times i just shut down from thr stresd.
But i know thats what its from..so i just
Rest as best as i can....
Most people wouldn't choose to live in such envirnment.

Shes the love of my life. The mother of my child.
For better or worst. In health or in sickness.
I love het.
 

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