Someone to help sit with my moody, usually irrational, 93 yr old mother. It's been 2 yrs since the broken back, 4 months since the pneumonia (and she's still noisily hacking up phlegm) and 16 yrs since dad died. My batteries are running low.
I could list all the things in life that I'm missing and wish for, but I'm aware that those would take years of hard work. I'll settle for a deadlift bar or a high-end general purpose powerlifting bar.