I have this constant fear of death from 3 years due to this I a unable to sleep as I used to sleep 3 years ago there is no support of my family members to my issue still I am unemployed looking for a job In this whole world I have only 1 friend who understands me well I don't talk with my family members we have huge misunderstanding in between all these I decided to live alone through out my life I am physically mentally socially economically intellectually not enough so I can't even think about relationship. every aspect of my life I am highly inadequate now a days it becomes too difficult to manage everything by myself from 1 week no matter how much I eat I feel extreme hunger because of sleeplessness how do I mange these issues(please don't give me relationship advice because it is impossible to find someone for me I even accepted the fact that I will be alone forever so I stopped getting jealous of couples and people who are I relationship actually i accepted but still hurts me and I want to be comfortable with being lifelong single